I feel like I'm breaking away from everything...
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Thread Topic: I feel like I'm breaking away from everything...
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So, As you know, My crush does not like me, and I haven't been taking this lightly. I've been cutting myself, biting myself, thinking about killing myself. I just can't take this anymore. Every night I cry myself to sleep, And I broke down in school one time. I hardly have anyone to help me either, so these are probably my darkest days.
Just think about it- I could help her, I could protect her. BUT THAT'S NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN, BECAUSE I'M THE BIGGEST f--- UP EVER. But I'm afraid that I'm going to lose everything, I mean, I don't give a f--- if I die, Almost nobody would care. Why can't somebody just tell me I'm fine? Everyday I struggle to keep myself alive. And if I could get 100$ for everytime I made a mistake or f---ed up, I'd be rich.
I'm bullied everyday, and I'm alone, I'm a f---ing outcast. But what hurts the most is that she doesn't seem to care, that I love her, She doesn't understand that I'd die for her. f---, I'm gonna probably stick to smoking soon. But It feels like nobody's listening. But I must admit: I'm such a monster, for everything I've done.
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