I don't want them to understand.
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Thread Topic: I don't want them to understand.
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At least, not the true me, under all my fake smiles and my hyper and cheerful behavior. Even if the understood, they'd just reject me. They wouldn't know what pain I experienced that shaped me today. They would only see the surface. It all hurts too much...it hurts to even think about it, about my mom, about my sister, about my past. I just want to sit in the shadows, drawing. Then, none of my "friends" can make fun of my drawings. Do they even know I put my soul into those drawings and stories they just constantly poke fun at? I want to tell them, but they'll just continue to be cocky jerks.
I'm just waiting for somebody to come and make use of me. I'm too idiotic and pathetic to do anything for myself...I try...but I feel so selfish....why can't I respect myself like everyone else can to themselves?!!!!
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No one will ever understand you. But all that matters is the people who are willing to try
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^ . This is the reason why I love sis. She told me the same thing
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I don't want anyone to understand me.
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Same here. I don't like to share my feelings,secrets etc. My friends don't even know what's my fav color.
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Don't talk to anyone = No one understands you -
That's literally exactly how I feel..
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I call BS, because if you didn't want anyone to understand you you wouldn't care about their comments or behavior. It bothers you for a reason, but they don't understand it. What you really wish is to be able to open up and be your true self without the fear of being judged, misunderstood, or seen as anything other than what you truly are. I believe everyone, or at least the majority of humanity, wants that. I'm the same way as you are. I'm afraid to be open and let people in as well, but that's because I don't want to get hurt like in the past. The only thing is that you'll never find anyone who cares if you don't try. You have to take the risk of being hurt in order to find those people in your life that make things better and be happy. Life's all about risks, and you have to decide for yourself if that risk is worth the possible gain you can receive.
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You're exactly right, Anastasia.
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I listen to a lot of Leo Buscaglia. He says a lot of wise stuff. x3
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He sounds Italian. ^^
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He is. :D Well, Italian American. He was such a lovely guy. He cared about people a lot.
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He sounds like a lovely dead fellow..
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I'll bump the thread where I posted links to youtube videos of him, just in case you're interested.
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