Um, so I've noticed a few things about myself.
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Thread Topic: Um, so I've noticed a few things about myself.
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For starters... I rarely eat. Now, I've gotten away from self harm.. At least visible, because in a way this is self harm. I haven't eaten how it should be this whole year. It's gotten worse up to the point that I don't get hungry or anything and If I do I don't eat. I eat only when my mom makes me. Or when her friend makes me. But then I get full so fast or just play with my food. My mom got mad at me cause she sat me down to eat and I only dranked water. My self esteem has gotten worse. I barely think about cutting now.. But still the thought comes up. I haven't done anything in a few weeks. Im still depressed. And maybe this is the result of my depression. (The world may never know! xD Get it? No? Okay. v.\ ) Um, yeah I feel stupid telling you guys this.
...Have a good day, I guess? -
And by saying I haven't done anything I mean, cutting or burning myself.
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Smoke weed, all of your troubles will go away, and you'll have no problem eating.
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You need to let out your problems, talk to someone about it, but I don't like giving other people my problems so I talk to my dog. Believe it or not it kind of makes me feel better, if you need someone to talk to Hg, I will always be here for you, I can always give you my email if it comes to that or you can always talk to someone in your real life about your problems it helps really
And why are you making your body suffer, you should eat and no, no cutting please -
The reason why you get full so easy is because your stomach is small from not eating much. Since you haven't eaten good, you shouldn't eat a huge meal all at once. Start with smaller meals.
I don't know if this helped. -
Honey, you need to get this off your chest. As Kish said, tell your dog! I also tell my dog things and it really helps. I also pray about it and I feel comforted and more confident.
I would suggest gradually increasing portion sizes :) Your stomach would have shrunk fom lack of food.
I wish you the best of luck. I'll be praying for you :)
Ps. You sound like a strong person. By admitting your problems you are recognising them and begin thinking of ways to improve and further enjoy life. That's really great that you've stopped self harm! That's a big step and you're very brave :) -
Weed won't help. And I wouldn't want to find out.
@Kish I don't have a dog. And I feel like I bother people with my problems. I try to avoid my mom and family because I don't want to get them worried. Yeah, I'd like your email. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I was supposed to start some kind of therapy on Monday but the therapist never called. We're still expecting a call though. She said I needed therapy soon. But talking to someone about my problems just makes them worse. I realize how helpless I am and how everything I'm going through is pretty messed up. It's all a cycle. It starts over and over each day.
@ICEE I don't want food though. Everything I ate yesterday was a pop tart. You know how two come in a bag? I couldn't eat the other piece. And up until now I have only dranked water.
@Ange Thank you. It helps. But in all honesty I'm losing hope and faith on 'God'. And like I told Kish, telling people my problems make them worse. I'm scared to say that I'm getting used to feeling worthless and just plain numb. -
well my email is kaykish7 @ gmail.com
So whatever you feel like doing, empty it out in the feeling, even cursing me no problem XD Just know I will read it and I will help you out in whatever way I can, hey, thats what friends are for -
*empty it out in the email not feeling
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Thank you it means a lot to me.And yeah I'll try to talk to someone or something. I have therapy on Tuesday. Lets see if that helps.
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The first thing that comex to mind when I read the thread title is puberty. -
Hey don't mention it
Oh I hope that helps you good luck -
@Sonic Haha Nice observation.
@Kish Thanks. (: -
dont worry I dont eat much either, home gurl.
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