I have a question
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Thread Topic: I have a question
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my dad.
I am. I tried it before recently so now I need to know exactly what will kill me -
It depends on the pills if you must know. I'm not giving you a more definitive answer. Seriously dude, calm your tits. Whatever you are going through is only temporary.
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what about your dad?
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uh ,. hm adveil?
he's always yelling at me,may not seem like much.. always yelling. stupid things because I am a stupid child. he thought I downloaded some s--- on his computer long story short he hit me. then hit me again.. i was terrified to move and fell sleep
in a very unformable position now I'm awake because I was out for 30-2 hours I really don't know.. my clock I can see is fast. brarley see he's always calling my names it's like he doesn't want me.. I'm just a useless worthless child. he's some of the reason for my suicide attempts. only some. that's the very short version on what happened.. may not be much to you guys .. -
my theory - he hates me.
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how old are you danny?
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I have a birthday coming soon
I'm younger then you,ket,carri for sure -
I can relate to the dad thing, my dad's an a--hole, but I wouldn't kill myself over it. Come on, kid. You have your whole life ahead of you. Do you really want to end it over what other people think or do?
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if its like child abuse stuff, get some help. I have a friend who was abused by her parents and she never did anything about it. she survived, but her living situation could be better now if she had done something about it. theres lots of places to go for that, do some googleing.
but if its not THAT bad,just know that great people go through great challenges. if you can get through them you become a stronger, wiser person. -
what will I do if he kicks me out??
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So no matter what, you'd still have a few years before you can just leave...
So instead you're wanting to quit. You're wanting to give up. You would rather face oblivion than any other option out there.
You know, I have seen people get very low in their lives. I have seen people who hit rock bottom. Homeless, beaten, drug addicted, self abusive, and so pitiful that all anyone else could do was look at them ashamed. But do you know what? Those people always had the choice. They had the choice to do better with their lives; to make more of themselves. Some of them took it while others never did. Do you know what you won't have if you're dead? The chance to change your mind. The chance to prove to yourself that you are better than that.
You're young. You're depressed. And you better believe that the law is on your side. If you fear your dad. If you fear being abused or attacked, then freedom for you is a phone call away.
Pills or a phone call, either way you'll be free. But only one of them will give you the chance to be anything more with yourself. -
that same friend I was talking about got kicked out. you can find someplace to stay, or get some people with authority to interveine
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Go some place to get help. There should be somewhere that will give you shelter, food, and such. I mean I would help but I'm probably halfway across the world from you. Just know that even when things go to s--- there's always a way to get through it if you want to.
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Barberbob pretty much said what I was trying to say.
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I already tried a few years back..
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