I have a confession to make =(
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Thread Topic: I have a confession to make =(
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Two days ago, I made a thread saying I was goanna leave for a while. I wasn't going to say forever, because that would just suck, and I didn't know whether or not I truly was going to. Truth was, I was planning on 'leaving' because I was trying to see whether or not I wanted to commit suicide, okay?
Don't freak out on me, I didn't go through. -
im also thinking of suicide lately. but tbk come on. youre way too awesome to go through with suicide.
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Nobody should commit suicide, you have a special purpose in life why you are here and not fullfilling that purpose could change the chain of reaction for the worst. Plus I love ya and don't want you to hurt yourself tbk.
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tongue ExperiencedI've thought about suicide alot. Why were you thinking about it Kaitie? I want to try and help.
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Just... I don't know, I felt really unloved, I felt like my friends hated me, and I found out a lot about my family (Sorry, it's unmentionable) and... it just really got me down. Of course, I would never go through with it, but the last two days, I truly was considering it.
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THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT'S GOING ON IN MY LIFE!
I feel unwanted, unloved, hated by a lot of people. Some people betrayed me, backstabbed me, used me, took me for granted, and many more.
There's also a lot of things going on in my family that's causing a lot of issues -I can't say though-
Kaitie, the point is that, if I didn't commit suicide even though I wasn't worth anything, you shouldn't either. You should realize that life isn't fair but things happen for a reason. Whatever is going on Kaitie, you just have to be strong, remember us GTQer's are here for you! Things have been getting rough on all of us lately. And it's hard to face it. But we have to stay strong and live our life.
Think about it, when you're older you'll find love, friendship, happiness, good education, and many more. Kaitie, you must understand that suicide is only washing away the future -
God damn everyone is thinking of suicide on here and yes me definitely included. But everyone needs to just try and chill the fudge out when they feel that way cause it's probably for most people a huge mistake. Tbk I seriously would miss you, you're pretty cool.
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Uh, this one?
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If this is the thread, you take a long time getting here xD
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Yup I'm curious as to a little more about the details as to why you feel the need to actually commit suicide, not the family details you already said you didn't want to talk about that I just mean like why you, well care?
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:\ Well, I'll go into more details. Sorry I'm venting D: I've been trying so hard not to to that. Another fail lol.
Don't make fun of me, ok? Well... My little brother kept talking about the family that totally hates me, and how much he misses them. And I found out some s--- about my family that I never wanted to find out. It brought back really bad memories. Everyone was talking about how rich they are, and how good of clothes they have... and it made me feel like I don't look right in school because I'm kind of poor and have not the worst clothes ever, but still not good ones. Then Jade told me I was annoying right before the 1 week break and started to avoid me (plus he broke up with Hailey and started dating ANOTHER girl which made me question why I even like him and that for some reason made me feel like crud), and a ton of my friends decided to ditch me, and so I felt totally alone and unloved. Then I see everyone on here, and a ton of people in real life in love and having fun and... I just sometimes don't feel like I can do it anymore, you know?
Sorry for venting. I feel like a total b---- complaining on here :\ -
You don't have to talk if you don't want to. I was just curious.
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Oh, sorry, no I had a lot to say haha.
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Damn late post. Hang on while I read it.j
Screw you time limit. -
Lol you aren't remotely a b---- venting on here I asked and tons of people are way worse. I'd just try to not give a s--- about Jade if he is always dating different girls then if you didn't finally date him you'd probably not last long and all that time worrying and what not will have been a waste. Why do you care what others think? I have like literally one person that cares about me and thats my cat, I don't need anyone so why do you feel you do?
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