Never judge people before really knowing them
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Thread Topic: Never judge people before really knowing them
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My whole life people would just look at who you are in general and never got to know the real you.
I haven't met anybody in my life that brought out the best of me. Except for Lara.
I've never told anyone my problems or feelings in real life cause they wouldn't care or support me. I can never do my best if I have no support. I need support to have courage. I'm my own independent person but I do need support and encouragemnt at times. I'm just gonna say things about my life. I'm not saying I have any problems, so don't get concerned.
Pre-K: I had ZERO friends. I was always called ugly for being short and having pointy ears. I knew NO English or manners. I said things that didn't make sense. Nobody went easy on me. Neither did any adults. Everyone hated me. Although, I never cared cause I knew that they just weren't patient enough, and that I would do well on my own.Â
Kindergarten-5th grade: Worst. Years. Of. My. Life.Â
My English got better. But I didn't know much phrases, or meanings. I started to improve in 5th grade. I didn't have much friends cause I was the physco at school. I was the weird, talkative, crazy chick that a lot of people didn't like. Did I care? Uh no. People liked to pick on me and my elf ears ^^ I tried REALLY hard to do well in school and get good grades. I would literally come home crying from the stress I try to do well in school. I wanted to be in the tops, I needed encouragement. Nome of my teachers understood me. I didn't have much friends to support me. My mom would constantly yell at me for hours when she's helping me out on my homework.
"You're not even trying!" she would snapped.
"I am, but it's too hard!"Â
"Oh sure! And you're not eating anything tonight!!"Â
In 3rd grade I had these little glass thingy with different images and I tried to collect as many as possible, until my mom destroyed them.
Everytime I didn't get a math problem my mom would take one of the glass thingy and throw them at the wall. I TRIED not to cry. And I was very hungry and she wouldn't feed me anything. I tried and tried to do well in school. I would cry in my sleep and yada yada. During the summer after 3rd grade my cousins from Canada came to visit. They were so awesome and loving! My cousin Lara, who is my age, was a best friend to me. Me and her shared a lot in common. I think about her everyday. She's in Canada right now probably depressed about her life cause some bad things happened to her, and me and her haven't talked to each other in a year. She's been avoiding a lot of people. -I understand why though- I don't know how she's doing now, but I pray for the best for her.Â
5th grade was a loopy year for me. I started out with not knowing how to succeed to getting A's and B's. And I started to get a little more friends later in the year :)
6th grade was an awesome year for me. I made lots of friends. Went to lots of cool feildtrips. Got a little bit taller, my ears are normal sized now. I'm not as stick skinny as I was before. And my grades? Straight A's! Okay sometimes I got B's.Â
But I did make some mistakes in 6th grade with my behavior. I was rude to some people. I started to cuss A LOT. I flipped off a lot of people for no reason. I faked pole danced. I did innapropriate things. I made fun of some people. I was a total b----. Later in the year I realized what I've done and how wrong it was.
7th grade: So far I'm doing well :)Â
My grade point average is a 4.0. And I don't even ask for my mom's help anymore (I stopped asking her by the time I got to sixth grade)Â I have tons of friends. I cuss only a little. I don't do anything innapropriate. My mind is a little sick minded, but I'll eventually mature out of that. I do have some haters. And I love them all -not!-Â
What I've realized is, I improved (in school) towards the end of 5th grade, the same time I made new friends that made me feel I was actually worth something. I was sorta a slutty b---- in 6th grade but I learned my lesson.Â
Never do things that will regret you to look back at in the future.
Although sometimes I wish I was at least appreciated. I need support and encouragment in order to succeed. How can I survive without that?Â
:) peace! -
Awww thanks Emma *hugs* I love you too! ^_^
And lol you Grammar Nazi :) -
Oh my gawd, I can relate to your story so damn much I love you too ^^ You're one of my greatest friends on here, lolz.
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Thanks :D *hugs* you're too!
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I feel like sh1t
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Oh fuk I forgot to put Sandra who brought out the best of me also
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Why would I judge anyone here, I don't even know you.
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