I always feel weird.
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Thread Topic: I always feel weird.
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And very alone. In the real world.
If I pass out, and I wake up, there's no comfort there. I'm only being watched like a hawk watching its prey. Alone and cold. Never in anyone's arms. They always...stare. It hurts.
If I get hurt, no one really seems to care. I have to drag myself to help. And my friends are always busy talking about me. And who's gay. And if I'll die or something. It hurts major.
If I ask for help, I'm just yelled at. And I feel like a dumb---. 'Cos everyone who's not my family treats me like one. Like I shouldn't even be here.
And if I stay silent, and cry, everyone thinks I'm not allowed to. They say I'm a tiger. I shouldn't weep, I shouldn't have feelings, I should be able to love or speak or anything. And I get laughed at for not being who everyone wants me to be. The old me. A lying, back mouthing, rude, and hateful girl.
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;-; I wish we knew each other in real life. I'm be so herpy derpy and caring you'd be sick of me by the end of the week. xD
But seriously, I'm sorry that you're going through that in real life. You don't deserve it. :I -
Aye, if you're that happy, I want to steal you for a month. Dammit Ana. I like caring. And sharing.
It's crap. I'm crap. It's life. -
It's my way of coping. I get it from my mother. x3 I try to make other people around me happy.
You're not crap. .n. -
Crap is crap. People are crap.
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I see. I'm too weird to do that. Dx
I am too. TnT
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I'm sorry. I understand your feelings. People give others expectations and don't respect the person. It's horrible. Just remember, it could always be worse. I know it sounds cheesy, but sometimes looking at the bright side of things helps.
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Aye, It's so confusing. Like death. There's only two directions. To follow or be followed. Sadly, I'm stuck with following. And it could be worse. But I can try. The world is messed up.
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What right do others have to judge you?
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