My thread:3
Thread Topic: My thread:3
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I should've napped.
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I have, like, eleven minutes.
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Wtf.. I thought that wasnt me for a second.
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Is that Light kissing L x3
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Oh you don't want a double? I'd hate to have one. I'll get paranoid too.
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Yes xDD
Hell no. I'll be so annoyed. -
I'm going to go now.
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Awwww
Same.
Baiiii. -
I'm going to break down.
I am now abandoned in both worlds: the internet and real life.
It hurts when your friend literally leaves you to go sit with her new friends and now I feel like a piece of used s---. And it hurts even more when your teachers noticed and tried helping. It hurted when he said, "You abandoned her". At the same time, I don't and want to be helped. But deep inside, I know I want and need it. I'm pretending to be okay, I have been for years. And I know I've been alone from the start as well. This leads to the reason why I don't trust anyone anymore. The reason why I don't want to be close to anyone. The reason why I am excluding myself from everyone because who knows? Maybe it'll happen again and I don't think I'll be able to hold it back. I want to be alone but I want to be accompanied. I don't want to be hated or lefted behind. I don't want to be in the dark anymore. I hate this. I hate how people can be at times.
I hate this.
I almost cried when he said the word 'abandon'. Because it's true. That's exactly what she did. That's exactly what everybody did. -
batman12506 NoviceRvelez, be strong. I've been close to someone before. They told everybody my secrets, and what I've done. They spread it around, I couldn't handel it anymore. I broke. I still cannot trust anyone to this day. I wanted to tell someone they aren't true. I never said that. I wanted to push it all away. I couldn't escape from it. I fell into darkness, and still trying to get out. I couldn't lie to myself anymore. But I pushed everything back, held it in. I would walk down the hallways and people make very insulting jokes about my life, I pretended not to care. Grew an "I don't give a sh** attitude." But tell me if you don't alright or anything. I've been in your place multiple times, and not even in that situation I've been in your place. Just talk to me, and I will listen.
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I pretty much said all I wanted to say in that one post. I don't know what to say anymore.
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batman12506 NoviceWell what would interest you to talk about/
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I'm actually in class right now and I really need to finish up my work. So I am going to go. Thank you for the company.
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Your welcome. I'm not in school. I going to the hospital later.
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Yep.
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