Ashley only.
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Thread Topic: Ashley only.
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This will decide it all (maybe). Do you still have a thing for him?
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No.
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I don't know where to go from here. I have to tell mike. I can't keep this from him. And plus even if I wasn't going to tell him then someone else would.
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Ok... Tell him.
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I don't want to but I know but probably will. So it looks like I'll have to. I don't know how he'll feel the same way for you as he did before.
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*Cody.
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Eh. I'm totally over it and I'm crushing hopelessly on Skyler nao. You know that. I mean while I was crying you don't even wanna know what I did... You'd be kinda freaked out.
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What did you do?
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I started thinking of him and I ended up kissing my pillow. v.v
I'm hopeless. -
Skyler?
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Yeah Skyler.
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Oh.
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I have to go. Once again, I'm really sorry about all this. And can we just out this behind us and start over? *half smiles*
Well answer question above and byyee. -
I don't know...sorry.
Bye. -
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I don't know where to start, but. I think that you never should have made friends with a stupid twelve year old. I'm too immature, moody, and I have a f---ing big mouth. I don't even know why you befriended me anyway.
All my guilt as been eating me alive. Seriously. I mean, I cut last night, I'm physically and mentally beating myself up. Why? Because if my own stupidity. The song you're a mean one mr. Grinch might be going on in your bead while thinking of me. Well I wouldn't blame you at all. I can't even stand the thought of myself right now.
If you don't wanna be friends, I understand. I barely even wanna be my own friend right now. I hate myself so much... I can't even stay with the friends I love and trust because I'm stupid. A stupid twelve year old with no life.
This happened to me and Emily before. There was this girl named Amanda who didn't really like Emily and she told me. And then when I told Emily. She stopped talking to me completely. The reason I told her. So she wouldn't feel bad in the end. And then be mad at me for not telling her and hearing from someone else.
Same with us. I kept the dirty secret to long and it ate at me and I knew I had to tell you so you wouldn't hear from someone else and get hurt because you thought I did t trust you.
I know my words mean nothing to you anymore, but I still want you as my friend- hell naw. You were and still are practically family to me. But anyway I want you back as my friend so, please consider my apology and just.. Please. Either that or I'll get the pain away myself.
An ex friend,
Ashley Lorjuste
P.S Don't even try to say my last name, no one gets it right. v.v
PPS. Here are the lyrics to Mr.Grinch and then try and out my name where his is.
You're a mean one, Mr. Grinch.
You really are a heel.
You're as cuddly as a cactus,
You're as charming as an eel,
Mr. Grinch.
You're a bad banana with a greasy black peel.
You're a monster, Mr. Grinch.
Your heart's an empty hole.
Your brain is full of spiders.
You've got garlic in your soul, Mr Grinch.
I wouldn't touch you with a
Thirty-nine and a half foot pole.
You're a foul one, Mr. Grinch.
You're a nasty wasty skunk.
Your heart is full of unwashed socks.
Your soul is full of gunk,
Mr Grinch.
The three best words that best describe you,
Are as follows, and I quote"
Stink!
Stank!
Stunk!
You nauseate me, Mr Grinch
With a noxious super nos
You're a crooked jerky jockey and,
You drive a crooked horse
Mr Grinch!
You're a three-decker sauerkraut
And toadstool sandwich,
With arsenic sauce!
P.P.P.S I'm singing this song in Chorus. :) only bright side I'm feeling.
P.P.P.P.S why am I having so many after thoughts?
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