Let it out.
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Thread Topic: Let it out.
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eilloh NewbieWhatever is eating you,and bugging you.Just let it out.Go insane,be calm.I dont care.Just let out your feelings like a torrential storm.
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I'm going to be honest and copy exactly what I was writing on microsoft word...
No one likes me, how obvious do they have to make it before it reaches through my thick skull. No one wants to hear my dreams or aspirations or concerns. No one's here to give me a hug. No one's here to make me feel like I make life better. I just make everything worse. I try to help, that much is certain, but I just make things worse.
I wish I could escape this. Who can I really turn to in real life? I'm a military family girl, thrown into a civilian world. I love Japan. I have so many crazy disorders. I try to be happy and spread it around but this isn't a world for happy and good. I finally see how much bad and evil has control. Really, it's like a leash around the necks of society. We are damned to live among apes and parrots. I'm sick of all this nasty and filthy world. I'm sick of hearing that dreadful word 'suicide'. I'm sick of being alone. Where the hell can I go to get some help? Because I seriously need some. All my f---ing life I've been told how worthless I am, and it hurts, but part of me doesn't want to believe it and has hope. Sure denial is a bit crazy, but if it's what keeps me alive, if it's what moves me along, then so be it. -
Yeah, that made things quiet....
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eilloh NewbieYou are not worthless and sometimes,people don't want help.I know.When I was two,I was taken away from my home and into a "foster home".Well I actually went through 8 of them.In middle school I was teased and laughed at to the point every night I had blood pouring from my thighs from where I scratched them.Even today I am still shunned.
I know this world sucks.Sadly,no one on this earth can change that.But dammit we can try!Remember,your not alone. -
And you know what, I can't even cry. It's not that I'm heartless but I'm losing the ability to cry, I bottle things up until they explode like right now.
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Late post
Thanks ellioh, you're a really good friend. I know we all have our problems and the world's just hard, but I feel like there are few people in my real life I can turn to. I just want to be the shoulder to cry on for someone and also be able to cry, too. -
eilloh NewbieI cant cry at all.It is a part of my curse.Just let it out.
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eilloh NewbieI know.I wish I could be there to help you,but I cant.
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Yeah, I'm not great with words. I love to write, but sometimes it feels like there are things words just can't describe. There are emotions and feelings too deep for even language to completely portray.
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eilloh NewbieI know.I can feel them even now.
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eilloh NewbieNo.If you bottle up your emotions they will eventually explode out of you.You were right to let things out.I hope things get better.
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I know how you feel, sick. I mean it just hurts me to hear someone else being treated like crap for no reason. I don't see what people get out of it. In a way we're all hurting in some way. Many times the victims become the attackers or end up hurting themselves. It doesn't make sense to run a world like this.
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I hope things get better for you guys as well.
:/ sorry,I've never been any good at advice or anything. -
eilloh NewbieMe either.I find being honest helps.
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Yeah me too
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