I just got back from grief counseling.
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Thread Topic: I just got back from grief counseling.
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;~; Reading all this made me cry.. I really don't know what to say, I'm not really good in situations like this...
Having memories is better then not knowing anything, from my perspective. Like Ana said, she's now in a better place. All her sufferings are amist.
Damn, I'm drowning in tears now >_> I hate death. I remember dearly when I thought it was the only way out. I can't believe I almost ended my short life..
Just know she's watching you. Each and every one of you. And she's smiling, and missing you. But one day you'll see her again. -
Thanks, everyone. It's kind of comical. I reach out for help here and you guys rush to the scene, but when I contact my cousins who I'm close to, they say 'Oh well, we have bigger problems.' They don't give me the time of day. It's funny, really, because we have no blood relation and they do, but you guys are here more than they ever will be.
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SilverBullet NewbieFriendship can often be stronger than family, sometimes. :3 In fact, my friends are my family, even if I have no blood relation to them.
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They claim I never messaged them. It's right on the f---ing page. They're blaming me for them not being there. And dead phones. Hell, they were Facebook chatting with their friends on their walls when I messaged them. I saw it.
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SilverBullet NewbieThey're just self centered. :I Ana's extended family is like that. They're never there for you and then make it as your fault.
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I've just given so much of myself for them, and the one time I need them they can't even say they're sorry or say they're there for me. It sucks. They come crying to me about boys and I help them, no matter how idiotic their problems are. Then, the one time that I need them most, the one time that I actually reach out for help, they turn me down to chat with their dumb--- friends on Facebook.
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Then don't help them anymore. Give them the same treatment. They don't deserve a wonderful person like you for a cousin.
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Thanks, Ana. It's just... I feel so guilty when I don't. That's my biggest flaw. I'm too kind for my own good.
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I never help someone if they not gonna help when I need them.
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You are so kind, Lanai. You shouldn't let people take advantage of that. *huggies* :3
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*huggies* I'll try. Oh my gosh... I found the song I'm going to sing for her. "Soldier" by Gavin Degraw... It's perfect. I can recruit some show choir people and we can do an acoustic cover of it.
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That would be beautiful. :'3
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We're going to sing it at her funeral and post it on her Facebook wall. That or 'I Know Where I've Been', the last song we all sang together before she fell ill.
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