my life....................*sigh*
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Thread Topic: my life....................*sigh*
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What's wrong Kierra?
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...........life growing u was and still is terrible...when i was 4-6...my virginity was almost taken......i'll never forget it.....in kindergarten to 2nd grade i was bullied so bad...i nearly committed suicide...i try to do everythnig right for my parents...but i end up getting beat....i nearly became an emo...i wanted to cut myself but i couldnt....i tried to drown myself in my bath tub once...my aunt acted as if she was my parent...she hit me...she yelled at me...whenever i play with her the same way how she plays with me...like sticking the tounge out...she would grab my arm and squeez it so tight to where i would have a bruise a few days after...she keeps on saying that she's changed....but no...she hasnt...my brother hurts me in many ways...once he kicked me in the stomach because i didnt listen to him...he pushed me not that long ago...he use to throw his toys at me in anger...i try to show my parents that im older and more mature...but i end up crying in a corner in my closet every time they argue with eachother...i dont want them to think that im not a child who needs a parents help every 5 seconds...but i end up getting bad grades in school...i get spanked terribly by them...i get yelled at....everytime i see my dad..my mother too but mostly my dad...i feel sick inside...i dont know what to do with my life..........i cry every night.......i dont have any friends in the real world....i have never told anyone this....
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Oh man
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and the happiness i show to you guys...most of it is fake....im always sad...like i said i have never told anyone this until now........
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:( I'm so sorry Kierra. *Hugs* I wish I could make it better...
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*hugs back* i dont think anyone can make it better that is unless they can change the past
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I'm so sorry kierra. :[ Life is b----, remember that.
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s---, kierra. im so sorry. *hugs*
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@hail.......yeah......i know...
@kitty *hugs back*..........its ok....its the past.......no one can change it...... -
@kierra- And it's true that the past can't be changed, but to change the future is possible
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@hail............yes.......i know that too.......
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kierra im here for you sis *hugs tight* i know how it feels im here if you ever need me
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*hugs back* thanks shadys....
my mother just lectured me about my school...i cant say that i dont feel like crying -
*holds close* cry if you need to sis
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