Alana... I know u dont want to talk.... But
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Thread Topic: Alana... I know u dont want to talk.... But
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I cant imagine what u going through right now, how much i hurt u, and i know sorry means nothing, i wont bother saying it... I cant change what i have done, how much u going through, u dont deserve this....
Yes, im a monster, im f---ed up. I regret the day we started a relationship, u woudnt have been going through what u going u through now.
The person i care for the most hates me now, and its all because of me. I have destroyed the friendship we had, and probably the friendship of those who care for u... I didnt mean to hurt u, i really didnt mean it... I broke the promise i made, i should have known, i dont deserve u, i dont deserve anyone.
I cant change all the hurt i have caused u, but i can prevent hurting anyone in the future.
Let me say this, im sorry i did this to u. Im hurt by the fact that i hurt u, and this is something i will have to stay with for the rest of my life... -
What I wrote meant nothing. It was just me writing. Sorry does mean something. I'm sorry I've ruined everything. I did this to myself. I should've seen this coming from at least a week ago. I'm sorry that I've put you through this; making you feel this way. It'll take some time for me to get over this... But I will, I promise. Don't let me get in the way of you and Kitty.
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No, alana... This was all my fault. And im afraid... I hurt u alot, i cant see that happen to kitty too, im just not capable for relationships, and i dont think i can get over what i have done to u...
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It wasn't. It was mine. This has happened before... This drama. I should've known it would happen. I was already hurt anyway. My cousin's in the hospital and he's not doing well at all. My families plummeting down. It's always fight, fight, fight. There's never a smile in my house anymore. This is nothing of your doing. I've always been in poor emotional condition as far as being happy and what-not. As long as everyone else is happy, I can live with it.
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But my happiness lies in your happiness... I coudnt believe it when u said u wanted to break up... U never got on much, i sensed something was wrong... But i took it for my imagination, so i kept everything to myself, i pushed the thought aside, and now i shall pay the price... Im sorry about your family, and in addition to that i hurt u real bad, i will never forgive myself for what i have done
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manders Novice@ kish..i know this is none of my business what's going on but you are a great person ok so quit blaming yourself damnit please
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I just thought it would be best... I would bring you down with me. And it was too much to balance. I'm not sure if I still feel like I did. I haven't felt anything at all for a long time. There's no price to pay. Forgive yourself now. You did nothing wrong. You have a right to be happy with Kitty. I don't want you to feel as if you have to worry about me, or feel obligated to care. Because if you don't want to, I understand completely. I'm a burden to you, admit it. Kitty will be so much better for you.
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Oh, Lord, no offence or anything, but how bout we blame both of you? No offence, no offence...
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I loved u for who u were... U were no burden to me, u were my salvation. I felt i was on top of the world, if only we had been more open to each other, we woudnt be going through this right. Its my fault coz i never asked u how u felt. I coudnt see your tears behind the shield of words. Im afraid of hurting Kitty, shes innocent just like u were when we met, i cant stand to hurt anybody else like i have hurt u...
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You won't hurt Kitty. She's so much more emotionally in tact than me. Trust me. And you're not one to hurt anyone. It's just the way it turned out. We're still friends, no doubt about that.
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Its so romantic...:)
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But isnt there a chance we could get together once again...like what it had been like the first time... If only i knew, i woudnt have done this. Theres no use crying over spilt milk. Its best to look ahead, than behind..
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I don't know... Maybe. But I need to clear up my life before we do anything of that sort. The future should be brighter than it is now. Friends for now. Then we'll see what happens.
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Aww. :)
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It's called 'one step at a time', Kish. You already asked Kitten, don't turn your back on her now. Alana's a toughy, even if it could make her sad, she would rather have her friends happy.
I have a fedling that's going to upset you guys when it's not meant to...
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