Hey Alana, I'm sorry I keep bothering you, But-
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Thread Topic: Hey Alana, I'm sorry I keep bothering you, But-
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"What's that supposed to mean? Huh?" I snarled at her.
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"Shut up." We were pulling to a stop, so I did the best thing I could think of. I undid my seat belt, pushed open the door, and made my way across the street, weaving through cars. I didn't know where I was headed. Away was the best way to put it.
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I glared at her as she crossed. I decided to pull over, and follow her. Which is exactly what I did.
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This is a joke. I'm a joke. He's a joke. The whole f---ing world is a f---ing joke. My mind spat as I broke into a run. He was going to follow me. Lucky me, my druggie brother was going to fix everything with his magical little words. He was turning into Dad... No. He already was like Dad. And I was done with it.
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Drama. So much drama.
She has problems. Intense problems. Was I could think, as I chased after her. -
I heard his feet behind me; I increased my speed. I can play this game all day, Randy. I was first in the state in cross country. I shook my head and kept running, reaching a group of bystanders. I decided to try to blend in with them, throwing my hood up and pulling the edges around my face. Maybe he'd overlook me. Maybe not, but there was a chance.
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I skidded to a halt. "What am I doing? She can be Ms. Drama queen all she wants, but I'm not playing wih her. This it it." I muttered to myself. Now, if only she could hear...
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"f--- you," I muttered under my breath. It's not a f---ing game. You lied to me all this time. You gave me false hope and in the blink of an eye, you crushed it. All of it. Is it that hard to tell that you've broken me? I broke away from the crowd and kept walking, plugging in my earphones to drown out the rest of the world and leave it behind.
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I headed off. f--- a car, I'd walk. I didn't care how long it took me, and how far I had to go, But I was going home.
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A single tear slid down my face as I strolled down the street. I had no clue where I was, and I had left my phone in the car. It was chilly, but all I had was my hoodie. I wrapped my arms around myself and kept my head down. I hoped that if I clicked my heels three times I just might find myself at home with a fever. Realize that this was all a big nightmare. My dad wasn't a convict and my brother wasn't a crackhead. I wish, I wish, I wish... I learned long ago that just because you wish upon a star doesn't mean s--- will come true.
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xD That made me crack up. Is that bad?
Immedietly I felt a feeling of guilt. I pushed it beside. She betrayed me. She did, she doesn't love me or trust me, she doesn't even want to be near me. If only she would just TELL me what was going on, May I could help. But no, "Blame it all on Randy, I'm sure he'll handle that well." Nice one Sam, nice. -
xD No! It means I succeeded.
Jumper by Third Eye Blind. Great, this just makes me want to f---ing die more.
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
You cut cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again I would understand.
I had all of that down. Except the understanding bit. -
xD "Great this just make me want to f---ing die more"
Let it go, Randy. Just let it go... But maybe I should go back? I stopped walking, ready to turn around. If she got lost, she would freeze to death... Wait. She wanted to die apparently, so why don't I just go?!
It was like the war in my head. I mean, it wasn't like I had f---in' ESP and could see what was gonna happen to Sam. -
:P I'm listening to suicidal music. Can you blame me for references to dying?
I bit my lip. I could hear footsteps just a bit behind me. I didn't dare turn around. I picked up speed... The footsteps responded by speeding up. "Hey!"
I kept walking, faster. -
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DAMN FRONTAL CORTEX! Why can't you make my decision making?
I had officially lost it. For christs sake, I wa stalking to my BRAIN. Literally.
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