sending out a general ping to anyone who wants to chat...
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Thread Topic: sending out a general ping to anyone who wants to chat...
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Bob you are a truly gifted individual, you're kind and opinionated, smart and a great friend. Just because the moment is bad doesn't mean that the future is. You can't give up on life. We need you. And the lyrics Ting posted I can relate to so much. We all can. We've all been here. We're here for you.
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the moment has been bad for nearly a year now. :) and it's falling with momentum.
I'm not giving up on life. I'm just giving up on fighting to live.
And you all need me on a rare occasion, and other than that i've been nothing but a neusense to be ignored any other day.
I can relate to half of tings lyrics. I have never had an issue realizing i'm a normal person. And have never wanted to fight anyone. I've told you that fighting kills me a little on the inside all the time.
And you're only here for me now because Moyashi left. I've been posting like this since 10. you only noticed once your other thread died. -
I'm not angry or upset. I'm just old, worn out, and tired... oh so tired...
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I wasn't on at 10, I've been depriving myself of sleep trying to finish some work. And I genuinely came here to apologize for you feeling bad.
And my moment lasted two years. Oh and I have no friends in my physical life, just my parents. I value you guys on here so much and maybe sometimes I mess up, I own it and I'm sorry. -
why are you sorry? You have nothing to lose if I leave. You and I havent had a pleasant conversation in a few months. The last two times we've talked you were either telling me to get over myself and just ignore the increasing amount of yaoi threads in offbeat, or defending mo when she attacked me over them.
Why should you be sorry. Stand your ground. -
I'm sorry because I hurt you.
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I was fighting for something that had been dead for long time. You didnt hurt me. I hurt myself. Dont feel sorry for me.
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You're my friend and I care if you're hurt. I wish I could make things go back to the way things were, and I honestly try because I will never post another yaoi thread in offbeat.
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you never did post one. what i was asking was that you'd stop turning other threads into yaoi threads. You told me that others can go ahead and stop posting yaoi threads in offbeat but that i can just get overmyself and ignore the one you and mo had. I knew you didnt understand what i meant but i got overmyself on that. Then I came back after a three day break and jump into something that i thought would be a "Gorey soap". Only to find that not only had you not stopped, or even slown down. But you had spread it even more and it had gotten even worse sense I left...
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Not to mention that before I left, every time I tried to talk about ending yaoi threads in offbeat Mo would come and b---- me out over it, and you would jump in and defend her. I wouldnt have an issue with the fact i lost that fight if it wasnt for the fact that I wasnt being fought with reason or sense and the newb who was attacking me was getting supporters because it was the 'common opinion'. No rhyme or reason to it but because people were to lazy to care, it was getting support.
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There's a difference between disagreeing, and realizing your entire existance is outdated.
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The only gorey soap I've done is the one below here, and it only has hetero hinting romance. Plus it's more of an adventure one.
I think there was an original gorey soap but I wasn't in that one.
The soaps I do are typically anime style characters, but the only soap I did that turned into yaoi was with Mo. Ozzy left and me and Mo continued, and I've honestly have rp'ed with someone and had that much writing chemistry before. The thread just sort of bloomed into what we both had an interest in. It was unplanned, fun and creative.
I think what hurt me was feeling like you were coming in and trying to change things I was bonding with others with. I felt defensive maybe because of it. It wasn't you personally Ork, it was my wanting to continue what I was used to. -
*haven't rp'ed
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like i said, there's a difference between disagreeing and realizing your entire existance is outdated.
If you actually paid attention to what i was asking for instead of jumping to the conclusion that I was attacking you, you would have realized that I wasnt asking for you to stop bonding. I was just asking that you not have your bonding experience in the metaphorical front lobby of GTQ.
basically... "Get a room you two." -
Well, I see. I never knew I was doing much wrong. Offbeat has been a hub for soaps for a while now, of all kinds, and I was just having mine with Mo. I know there should have been a warning on it, but it was unplanned. It was an accident.
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