This is going to sound real bad...
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Thread Topic: This is going to sound real bad...
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My grandparents have a cottage which we always get to use. I'm going up tomorrow to have a huge party with my parent's friends and their kids whom I've known forever. Some of them I used to be good friends with until about 4 months ago when we kind of well, it got awkward. This little girl annoys me constantly and her older sister who used to worship me now only wants to play with my sister. I've never really been one for the outdoors, or social stuff, and last summer just was h*ll for that, and every single vacation I've taken, I spend the majority (or what I can) indoors, on my bed reading. And I've always been out of sync with the other kids, for example, by the time I woke up, they'd had already gone swimming, so whenever I finally feel ready to do something (because it takes me a LONG time to adjust) they'd have already finished doing it and were bored of it. So I'd be alone. I really don't want to go up, but mom won't waver, and I just *girl stuff...you know* and I'm really kind of in a giant mood swing. My mom says I should be grateful for having the opportunity, but I can't bring myself to enjoy any part of it! I can't even go swimming, and even if I could, with who? I don't want to spend my cottage time alone, but since that's my best option, I'd consider it, but I'm always told to: "Go play outside!". Really, I'm socially insecure, I take a long time adjusting, and whenever I am in an unfamiliar place, I always like to have a refuge area. This area is always a bed/room and a book/computer. But the doors there are see through, the rooms shared, the books all read and reread and the computer nonexistent!!!!!!!!
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Venting...venting.....
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By the sound of things you need to pick your balls up off the ground, put your big girl panties on, and deal with life. Get used to s--- being unfair and not fun. You've got at least 40 more years of it to look forward to. And that's as long as you're not killed first.
:D welcome to life, deal with it. -
Thanks!!!! XD I needed that!!!
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wait... what? no! no! I'm insulting you. You should be offended! dont thank me!
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Yeah, I know! But sometimes insults are better than sympathy for some things...at least to get you through it. But ummm...are you planning on killing me at 53 or something? Because if you aren't, I should have way more years of unfairness to go.
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