THE LONGEST THREAD EVER!!!!!!!!!!
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Thread Topic: THE LONGEST THREAD EVER!!!!!!!!!!
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you think differently because you want to keep the character intact...you don't even have to think about it...the character and all it's relationships are a shield, and you don't want to lose it....but, damn...you can't live a lie...about two years ago i would have said..."haha! i beg to differ, i do it all the time"
but you know the problems don't go away just by hiding from them...you just lose youre chance to fix them, and no matter HOW MUCH you want to, you can't stay on the computer your whole life...you have to face those probs...hide from them or conquer them they'll be there no matter what way you turn, so... -
Ana: age 15
One girl with many sides but still one girl. Doesn't want to hurt anyone intentionally, wants peace and calm, but isn't afraid to stand up for what she believes in. Creative, artistic and a thinker. Deals with depression but tries to keep a happy composture and be funny. Cares about people deeply.
There, one person. You can have different personalities within a person but you don't need to go on the internet and make up people to take on each personality. If you like being that creative then why doesn't one become a writer? Nobody gets hurt that way at least. -
Bye BMTH! Hurray for making this thread going on forever, lol
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and thats why we come clean. to face those problems and put yourself into the judgement of others. i agree with you dude. i really do. but i am glad i did what i did and if i had the chance to do it over again, i would.
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BMTH Newbieyes it is ana lol,bye
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lol, you know what i just realized??? you and i are the SAME person....i remeber saying those EXACT SAME WORDS....lol, we all create what we need, but if you hide....you may not get hurt....but huff puff....you won't get loved either...
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so do i dude. your even more like a bro to me everytime i talk to you.
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All I know is if it were me I wouldn't do what CG did. I wouldn't get a boyfriend, make him believe so strongly I was the person I'm saying, then leave him deserted for two weeks, come back apathetically and say hey, I'm not the girl you think I am. I don't think you did what CG did, at least not to the extreme, Ork. I was hurt because what I believed was the absolute truth was all just a lie, and it went on for a long time.
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I really don't want to fight dude. You're really cool. I'm just saying exactly what I've been feeling.
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and i understand that you are hurt. i really do. im just saying that he could have let it die. without an explanation. but he felt that you deserved one.
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I understand, I'm glad he came out with the truth and I appreciate that. But after he said all of that I didn't here much of a where do we go from here? So I took the lead which is sometimes difficult for me to do and ended it. I even did it calmly, not yelling or screaming at him. I didn't want to get lied to or cheated again, I had hope that we could get past it but he wasn't putting as much effort at it as I was. I really did care about him, but I don't want my love to go to waste.
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yo ork...out of curiosity, and without shooting off a bunch of script...why did YOU do it.....what made you need bob, and spence...ect.?
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@ ana, he hesitated because he could sense your dissapointment. he didnt jump back in because he hoped he was wrong. he wanted to know that you still wanted him.
@ slim, bob was the original me. like i said i have an actual disorder which cycles my personality involuntarily. bob just wanted to have friends and be everyones buddy. months of listening to others problems and comforting them, coupled with the sudden rejection of the person i was trying to help the most, sent me into my next personality prematurely.
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the next time you get to feeling down, you better not come up with some new guy......i WILL track you down, and kill you once for ana, once lyssa, once for me, and once for the hell of it -.-
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ork will be here for a long time dude. bob was just buddy buddy, but ork has a reason to stay.
:)
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