Just another ash garden
Thread Topic: Just another ash garden
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Life will grow from skills I grow, it will take a million years yet I still go further through the absurdity of it all through meaninglessness. Happy new years. Happy 2025 may it be better than the last. I'll drink to this.
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This place like lat time will likely become a dropbox of text. I thought this place would eventually die honestly. I still remember the old UI 10 years ago
I cant believe Its been a decade since I joined only to take a 2 year hiatus not before pissing everyone off. Oh to be young and stupid. Didn't think id come back honestly. Ive gone nuts in the last decade. -
Welcome back, whoever you are!
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Thanks, Pleasure to meet you
Screw it I I think I'll grab my old account. this one is too new. -
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And Here I am
In the flesh and not here to cause issues -
Ah! I remember you!
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Without further ado I will place my about me on the first page right here
About me
Hi there the name I go by now Is Nuvita is . I am 25, and a male, Adhd and an overthinker. I have no roots as I severed them when I turned 20. for the past 5 years I have been anti traditional as hell and have lived alone as far as support networks went. I'm a reader of philosophy though I read and study it like a smoker smokes cig. (dont touch nicotine folks. Its expensive and useless) I have lived in multiple US states in my life and seen the country through many different lens so to speak. I am hella Inverted and a coffee addict (Like a normal person) but also a former Stoner (Not like a normal person). I'm a guy with a lot of ideas, some are good, some are bad, some are very stupid, and some are just weird.
Ive been here for a long time having already mentioned 10 years but the last two years I guess were a Hiatus. I don't really know, Ive smoked to many joints since then and have forgotten what a weekday feels like.
I guess if you have anything to ask me, Ill try to answer.
Also Im not dead. But I sure as hell have been born again
Other Notes
Favorite Book: The Stranger by albert Camus
Favorite tea: Hibiscus tea
Obsession: Symbolism, writing and eeveelutions
Favorite 3 animals: Wolf, Manatee and Fennec fox
Art field: Writing and worldbuilding
Favorite season: Winter
Perpetually tired and Apathetic about a lot -
You do? Perhaps I know you under a different name?
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Yes!
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What would be that name if ya dont mind me asking
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The body went by Raiden.
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Ah Barely hold memory of them
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That's alright.
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Ugh, People reach out then I take week to get back to them. when I do they pull that poor me crap. Saying stuff like "Sorry to bug you" or "I'll go" Or my personal favorite "I'm sick of talking to a brick wall that doesn't say anything back"
Royally starts pissing me off when they start to pull some of that emotional manipulation. holding a knife over connections just because I suck at communication and so the circle gets smaller or maybe it shaves off the overly sensitive. But cool now I'm the bad guy on block. I guess those 7 years were a waste of time. Or maybe they were built off a sticky foundation anyway. Maybe i should say good riddance.
real folks are fewer
and its hard to tell if people are their salt. I mean I got people who act like a brick wall in my life and what do I do? Certainly not Condescend them and try to deliver attacks on their genuineness and block them in the end.
I already acknowledged that im slow at responding and often don't respond at all. as texting is not my strongsuit. No im better about staying locked inside my own head metaphorically taking a bath in a fire lmao.
new years resolutions I guess
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