Angel Stagnating
Thread Topic: Angel Stagnating
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Well, they're not voices. They're crowding thoughts of my own voice. But it's still hard. It rips me apart. I can't think. And nothing triggered it. I woke up this way.
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I can't take the pain of being like this. I just want something to grant relief, but nothing does except the one thing I can't do. I shouldn't. I've gone so long without
Self-harm. But then again, I bled a few days ago and didn't even remember. I almost accidentally cut my arm on a box. Didn't break the skin, but it reminded me how good the pain felt. Just want to feel something. But when I do, I have to pretend it's just bug bites or acne when it really isn't. I'm tired of people asking about my arms.
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It's like a dream. I never remember I do it until I snap out of it, aching.
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I just want to feel better.
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I couldn't answer if someone asked me if I'm okay. I just can't say yes anymore and I don't want to say no.
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My head doesn't feel like a nice place to be right now.
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And I ate so late that I can't take my noon meds right now.
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I haven't been consistent on when I take my morning meds even though I take then, so I might have to skip my noon meds.
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It's all because I struggle to get out of bed and eat.
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Tired of eating pills with every meal.
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I don't know what I can do anymore.
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Stomach hurts.
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I don't want to eat lunch. I'll eat later if I feel like it, which I probably won't.
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Doesn't matter. Nothing matters.
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I don't even know what's wrong.
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