Death at Your Fingertips
Thread Topic: Death at Your Fingertips
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Thank you...
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At least he's not upset....
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I'm not feeling any better...
I distracted myself for a while, but as soon as I stopped, all of the negativity was there waiting for me... And that's the whole issue with why coping mechanisms don't help me...
It's all just a distraction from the inescapable pain... -
I don't know if it's paranoia, but I just don't want anyone looking at me... I feel so uncomfortable with the thought of other people seeing me... I feel too broken... I'm constantly worried about if I have a meltdown and they see me... I've been crying more often and I don't want people to see that... and I'll get in trouble at work if I'm caught crying again...
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I don't even want other people in this house looking at me... I feel utterly disgusting, sickly...
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I guess we'll just be awake...
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So I drank the tea...
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My brain is tearing me down...
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Subete ushinatte mo kimi wa mada
Soko ni iru to shinjitakatta
Come and leave your mark
Vandalize my heart
Munashikute mo owarase renai
Akirameru hodo tsuyoku wanai
Come and leave your mark
Vandalize my heart -
I got my first shaving ouchie. I've been shaving all by myself for years...and today...it finally happened...
Good thing I have some ouchie tabs. -
As long as it stays rainy or at least cloudy, I think I will be okay tomorrow...
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I think I will go bowling...
Maybe I'll be okay as long as I wear a hoodie...
I just don't want people looking at me...
I don't really want my friend looking at me...
But I want to do something other than sit in misery because I can't do too much of anything anymore... -
I wonder if I'll sleep on time and not be up until 4 this time...
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I always feel gross like I have some sort of physical sickness... Why?...
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Disgust would be the term, I guess...
Maybe?...
It's like I feel like I have a sickness of some sort even if it's no clear thing...
I just feel yuck...
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