Death at Your Fingertips

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Thread Topic: Death at Your Fingertips

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  ZeroDark30 Junior

  8 months ago
  Thank you...
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  ZeroDark30 Junior

  8 months ago
  At least he's not upset....
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  Fallen Corrin Novice

  8 months ago
  I'm not feeling any better...
  I distracted myself for a while, but as soon as I stopped, all of the negativity was there waiting for me... And that's the whole issue with why coping mechanisms don't help me...
  It's all just a distraction from the inescapable pain...
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  ZeroDark30 Junior

  8 months ago
  I don't know if it's paranoia, but I just don't want anyone looking at me... I feel so uncomfortable with the thought of other people seeing me... I feel too broken... I'm constantly worried about if I have a meltdown and they see me... I've been crying more often and I don't want people to see that... and I'll get in trouble at work if I'm caught crying again...
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  ZeroDark30 Junior

  8 months ago
  I don't even want other people in this house looking at me... I feel utterly disgusting, sickly...
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  ZeroDark30 Junior

  8 months ago
  I guess we'll just be awake...
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  ZeroDark30 Junior

  8 months ago
  So I drank the tea...
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  ZeroDark30 Junior

  8 months ago
  My brain is tearing me down...
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  ZeroDark30 Junior

  8 months ago
  Subete ushinatte mo kimi wa mada
  Soko ni iru to shinjitakatta
  Come and leave your mark
  Vandalize my heart
  Munashikute mo owarase renai
  Akirameru hodo tsuyoku wanai
  Come and leave your mark
  Vandalize my heart
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  ZeroDark30 Junior

  8 months ago
  I got my first shaving ouchie. I've been shaving all by myself for years...and today...it finally happened...
  Good thing I have some ouchie tabs.
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  ZeroDark30 Junior

  8 months ago
  As long as it stays rainy or at least cloudy, I think I will be okay tomorrow...
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  ZeroDark30 Junior

  8 months ago
  I think I will go bowling...
  Maybe I'll be okay as long as I wear a hoodie...
  I just don't want people looking at me...
  I don't really want my friend looking at me...
  But I want to do something other than sit in misery because I can't do too much of anything anymore...
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  ZeroDark30 Junior

  8 months ago
  I wonder if I'll sleep on time and not be up until 4 this time...
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  ZeroDark30 Junior

  8 months ago
  I always feel gross like I have some sort of physical sickness... Why?...
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  ZeroDark30 Junior

  8 months ago
  Disgust would be the term, I guess...
  Maybe?...
  It's like I feel like I have a sickness of some sort even if it's no clear thing...
  I just feel yuck...

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