Death at Your Fingertips
- Locked by Br0wnieBunny on Dec 4, '24 5:14pmReason: thread owner request
Thread Topic: Death at Your Fingertips
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uhm, if i may, i'd really appreciate if you read this for me :)
ofc you don't have to, don't feel obligated to, i just thought you needed a reminder of how much you matter <333
bc you do matter ^^ -
sorry if this is v nosy of me, it just makes me feel bad to see other ppl feeling bad abt themselves ^^'
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I read it, and I really appreciate it. Thank you. 🖤
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I need to work on being kinder to myself...
The anxiety is nowhere as bad as it used to be, and I am getting better, even if it doesn't feel like it... I just don't know how to trust that at all times...
I don't know how to not judge myself at all times...
And I feel like I won't be able to stay on the meds much longer if the doctor's right...
But I don't know if I'll be able to cope even half as well without it...
Or maybe it's a placebo... -
I feel like I'm going to have to if I don't want my heart to get worse...
I just might be too sensitive to the antidepressants... even after all this time ice been taking them... I'm starting to feel physically worse when I take them.... -
Can I ever even do what I used to again? I'm not able to as it stands...
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Sesshomaru is best daddy. Fight me.
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I feel distant...
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Can you try new meds ?
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No. I think the problem is that now that I have heart disease, I shouldn't be on these medications. The only one my body can tolerate is the one for my heart and my anxiety medicine, since they work hand in hand. The antidepressants might be making my heart symptoms worse, and I'm on the gentlest form of them...
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Hurty head...
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Have you asked Dav for any advice with that ?
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Not at this point. I just found out yesterday the medicine is probably breaking me down. That would explain why I've been feeling physically worse when I take my antidepressants, now. And I don't really want to bother Dav about it. I feel like I'd just be complaining. They have a lot more going on and can still manage, so I try not to bring it up anymore. I know everyone has their own limits and not every experience is the same, even if the illness is the same. I don't know.
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I don’t know. They are the only person I know that has similar issues.
Want to have a kid ? 50/50 chance they won’t have any health issues. -
I know. It's nothing Dav said, either. I just need to learn to work past this feeling that I should be better and be more if it's not that bad. I know there isn't a way to measure how bad something should be for each person. I just don't know how to convince myself to be kinder to myself and not compare myself to others. I just feel weak compared to them, if I'm honest. I just need to figure out how to not think this way.
I do but also don't. I would feel horrible if I had a kid only to make them suffer with the same issues I have.
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