I'm apologizing
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Thread Topic: I'm apologizing
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I apologize for making death threats to you zeronightshade, In placements I used verbal aggression, and sometimes physical aggression to defend myself. I understand this does not excuse my behavior there is no excuse that would make what I said okay, I was in the wrong. And you have the right to be angry, you have the right to hope bad things happen to me. I know that you may never forgive me, but I truly regret what I said I wish I could take it back but I can't. That's just how the world works, you can erase a pencil stroke when you get out of the lines, but you can't go back in time and erase what you did wrong. I will fix my mistakes if you let me, we can talk in this thread and you can say what you don't like about me if it helps you. Make me feel as bad as I made you feel. I am asking for your forgiveness, you don't have to give it to me but I am asking.
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I honestly appreciate your appology, but i don't think talking is best. We would know you changed, through your actions.
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Bruh, that wasn't even a proper appology lol
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Yes you are probably right.
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I am not good at apologizing, It can be hard for me to admit what I did wrong, but I tried to express how sorry I was.
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Hey I’m sorry if this isn’t my place but this is some advice that was given to me that might help.
When you are apologizing you need to focus more on taking responsibility and trying to fix things instead of searching for forgiveness. When you are apologizing to be forgiven it’s usually to make yourself feel better and even if that isn’t the case here that’s how it comes off. Then the apology seizes to be for the person you are apologizing to and more for yourself.
Again I’m sorry if I am intruding if I am you can just tell me to leave it alone and I will. -
Infacte, that's right.
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Please explain why you made those harsh posts in the first place. Because if you can't, there is 100.007% chance you're gonna do the exact same things again
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The reason I said those things was because I had been bottling most of my hurt and angry feelings up, and pretending. And that day I was already really upset and when zeronightshade replied to what I posted in that forum I blew up. I used zeronightshade as a target for all my anger and hurt feelings, even though zeronight did absolutely nothing except reply to a post. I didn't mean for that apology I made earlier to look like I was trying to make myself feel better. I was just taught to apologize then ask for forgiveness, I'm sorry if I didn't write it right. Again I'm not very good with things like this, I will educate myself on how to properly apologize.
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And cartadora you are not intruding you are welcome to stay if you like.
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^ Yeah. An apology is nothing if it isn't genuine, and in the end it won't mean anything to me if I don't see genuine change and reasoning to what you did. It's hard to give you forgiveness when you haven't owned up for anything in an apology.
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Shoot late post meant to send that ^ thing with duel
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Wrong. @zeronightshade didn't do anything wrong in that thread. You simply went in there and started being extremely rude to ~. Taking out your 'anger' on the internet is pure immaturity and does not justify what you did. The fact that you're trying to make it look like you're the victim in your appology means you just want to get people to accept you. Death threaths (whether serious or not) makes you a threath to other people, and there's not telling what you're capable of doing in real life.
I understand you're willing to change, but it's best you timeout from the site (which seems like your only social btw) and try to fix your personal problems.
Also, your 'hurt-you-hurt-me' pov is total bs -
It's nice that you apologized, but I hope you understand that it will take a while for people to forgive you if they ever do, especially those you specifically targeted. I think there's a chance for you to mature and develop since you're probably still young, but the bad behavior you showed when you first joined has to end here
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The apology itself won't change anything no matter how genuine, it is your actions moving forward that will change the way people perceive you, and the first step is logging off for a loooong while and taking time on yourself.
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