*-throwing up roses-*
- Locked by The Coldest Sun on Apr 20, '23 1:26pmReason: Locked at creators request.
Thread Topic: *-throwing up roses-*
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i think i might.
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please dont. i dont want to spend another night like this.
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i dont think i have a choice. my mind is racing and i cant control it. f---
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i cant f---ing take this i cant im not okay i hate myself i hate this i hate you f--- you why the f--- dont you want me? why cant i ever be happy by myself? i want to go to sleep so i dont have to remember but then i live through something really f---ed up in a dream. and i wake up, remember it and cry or let myself be horrified. then i forget. and im left with this feeling of hopelessness or sheer f---ing terror. i dont even remember them but i remember being so sad i would wake up sobbing and lay in bed clutching my pillow until i could stop. i remember waking up and screaming. sweating. shaking so badly. i just want to go
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at least someone likes my poetry
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oh dear god
i just wanna fall asleep quick and wake up in a good mood -
I love your poetry. I like how you base your poems on how you are feeling, it is easier to connect with it. Also, less of the swear words girl please (no offence sorry if it sounds rude) there are some little kids here but I understand that you are feeling like that. :)
Have a good day and I hope you feel happy-let me know if there's anything I can help with (online) -
thank you, that means a lot
and i think there's worse thing's I've said than swear words. i take your point, though -
the internet just loves to torture me
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thank god i get to leave after 1 class
but f--- I have 1 class -
oh my god i look so good in the dress
not the one i wanted but its rlly nice and i got fishnets with it -
left school early bc im currently in a manic spiral so thats fun
the teacher was cool about it though im not marked absent -
no longer in a spiral but still manic and truthfully it is too damn hot to even be going to school
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oh yeah i got an horchata on the walk home and that s--- was bussin
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why do i always want the ones i cant have
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