Oh what a handsome gift, to live in a land of sin
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Thread Topic: Oh what a handsome gift, to live in a land of sin
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Happy birthday papa.
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Dear friend,
Things haven't been the best lately. They haven't even been tolerable. I've been numbing more and more lately, and as hard as I've worked for self appreciation and love I just really couldn't give a damn. Everything is blurry and all anybody says is intelligible. I'm so tired and it hurts and I frankly just want to stop. I want so badly to sleep and then not wake up. With every passing day I'm starting to hate myself again, and things seem so complicated I can't even describe them to reach out for help. Who would help? As it stands, I am going to cut off contact with two of my closest friends because it really feels like they dont care. As much as they say they do, I can tell that they dont. One is so complicated I can't handle it, and the other is constantly talking about herself and not really hearing me. As a result both conversations have gotten stale and dry. I don't want to talk to them but I want to open their messages so badly. It's so lonely. I feel like a child whining over a broken toy but, I also feel like a sailor lost at sea. No land. No solidity.
I'm sorry this one was nonsense. I hope you've been having a good life without me. I hope you still remember my love, and I hope you think of me fondly to an extent. I know I did wrong, but does that warrant no chance at redemption? Nothing but echoes and silent cries. If a tree falls in a forest, who is around to hear it? -
hey alexa
just wanted to remind you that I'm here for you -
that was interesting. nice, though. nobody ever checks up on me. thanks for that.
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we should talk more tbh, I hope you don't mind if I start messaging you a little more often
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of course not. i might give you another platform to message me that I use more than discord.
no more zelda. -
that would be nice ^-^
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i feel like tomorrow is going to be very lonely. im not looking forward to it
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made some brownies and my brother already ate half of them :/
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i cannot wait to get home
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i had a really f---ed up dream that I dont even remember much. what i do remember is a very toxic relationship which revolved around sex.
god, I need therapy -
okay today cant be that bad we just need a positive attitude
and positive music + decisions to match -
i need to catch up on homework. i wish i had a homework buddy who'd sit down with me and do theirs as well.
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Hello hello
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hey quiz, what's up?
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