You Cant Wake Up
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Thread Topic: You Cant Wake Up
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i refuse to acknowledge im one year older than i was a year ago
i will DEFY THE LAWS OF TIME >:(
it’s like 12 am rn tho n i rlly wan get smth done but i literally drew over 15 sketches today and im motivated to get at least four done this week or next week cuz my upload schedule is as consistent as my sleep schedule -
should probs sleep tho cuz my spidey senses are tingling, i rlly don’t believe today will be enjoyable
cake days scare me not because of the socialization bc i Can handle it, but because im genuinely terrified of getting older. like i was happy with my age a year ago but every number after this just gets bigger and bigger and it’s really easy to panic over it because it just feels like your youth is slipping away -
i feel like i haven’t done as much as i would have liked to this year. tbf there’s not much i genuinely could have done because im too young for a lot of the thingamajigs i have planned, but improvement was my main goal. if i look back, i can see some improvement, but not enough to leave me satisfied to say “okay, im ready to level up to the next age” lmao
the year kinda jus swung by. idk, it felt like a week ago that it was just the tipping point of january where i was listening to rlly corny music and had it all planned -
now, i still have plans, but im less confident
365 days ahead, but it’s terrifying how quick 365 days can go. it’s such a large number but such a short timespan, it only feels like indefinitely when you’re in elementary school -
so maybe i should focus on the whole picture rather than one tread at a time. anatomy rlly helps and studying motions of physics would probs help too
i have studied anatomy and motions of physics, but it wasn’t as nearly as heartfelt as i would have liked. it was kinda a quick “zamn that cat got sum muscles, now look at this metronome. omg wow” rather than taking time to study numerous types of anatomy and motions of physics such as humans, horses, birds, bats, dogs, cats, lizards, etc etc -
ill try to start getting into habit tmrw :] rn im tired af so i should probs grant my braincell a relief from insomnia 😭
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sweeping the internet for orphaned memes
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hey espers
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yooo wsp :D
how’s life ?? 👀 -
Not good rn. I relapsed after a year of being sober from SH soooo but it'll get better!
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omg are u okay ?? :( that doesn’t sound fun at all, im so sorry u went through that
sh is rlly hard to get through and im so proud of you for coming through for a year, and even if you relapsed im still proud of you for trying to get through. i rlly hope things’ll get better 💛 -
Awe thanks espers. It stings but it’s ok
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im glad it's alright, hoping the best for you :]
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i gots a good plot but it has so many holes and its making me screech mentally
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