You Cant Wake Up
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Thread Topic: You Cant Wake Up
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they ended up salty af 💀 added too much salt by accident, realized I made a huge mistake with measuring
wasted a bunch of ingredients, but parents were surprisingly chill about it and they're letting me try again tmwr lmao -
bro this is probs sam dao's billionth attempt at making the world record 😭
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naw
and all the thumbnails are apparently the same???? 🤨 -
LMAO 😭
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"mum, am i adopted?"
"yeah" -
need to find motivation but i can't
im always feeling like a failure -
why can't i just get my grip together and get back on track
I used to not be a failure but I don't know what happened
why am I like this -
everyone else has no problem at all
im always getting compared to my past self
I cant sleep at night, everything keeps me up
im always wishing to be better and find motivation but I cant make it a reality. its too hard
im always feeling so burnt out
I can never help anyone
I can never solve any problems
im always getting distracted
im just a waste of space and time
anything I do or say is useless
im always making everything worse
im always getting told lies
im always getting put down
I hate myself
why cant I grow up
why cant I be a better version of myself
why am I not motivated
why cant I do something right
I dont understand -
I really don't want to be a failure. the straight idea of failure really scares me, I'm always working hard to fit people's standards but it never seems to be enough because I'm always getting compared with my past self.
I'm trying to become the motivated version of me again. i can't find the motivation, though.
I just feel tired and burnt out and sad all the time. I would have more time on my hands if I didn't waste all my time.
all these distractions keep haunting me and I can't rid them and focus. I'm stuck being useless. -
dawg I need to quit this shiz lmfao
I have the ability to focus, I just need to find the right mindset
I found music that helps me focus just now (dunno how I didnt realize it sooner ngl, I've listened to it since around 2012) -
ffff waiting for airpods to recharge 💀
speedrunning insomnia lmfao -
it's easier to work at night (or super early morning, it's almost 2 am here)
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charged again, gon do more work for a bit lmfao
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i miss everyone
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gn gn
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