Rabid Clown being rabid
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Thread Topic: Rabid Clown being rabid
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It'll take a bit, but I'm really excited. I'm a tad nervous. I never really have had anything to myself, my mom even wears my clothes.
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Like I'm pretty sure she stole all my good underwear
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But the idea of being able to do what I want without having to worry about being yelled at, or having my whole day interrupted, and not being constantly bossed around, it's almost overwhelming, but in a good way
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I hope I get the job I applied for, I would love to work with dogs
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Idk where I went, I went to the backrooms mentally
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Life is still very much difficult difficult lemon difficult but I'm still alive ig
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Can't let the difficult lemons disrespect you
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The difficult lemons do be disrespectful
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Does anyone remember Oswald the octopus
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OMG OSWALD
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Yes
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I've returned, almost done with my GED tests
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🤡
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Ngl, things have been very difficult, mentally and physically.
There is a very frightening possibility in my health, and I want to make something very clear; if this possibility is seen as plausible, I will tell everyone straight away. And even if it is, I am in very good hands. It would be caught so early that it wouldn't be able to get to a dangerous point. At worst, they would just remove the thing from me surgically. I am 100% safe.
I have been going to the doctors for some fatigue and such, and actually found out I had Hashimoto's a year later (this is under control, totally fine, livable, just on some hormone meds, it is nothing life threatening now that I have meds). With the "and such", I was referred to a GI doctor that year back.
Eventually after a lot of blood tests, they wanted me to do both an upper endoscopy and colonoscopy. I did the colonoscopy last Thursday, results are pending. I did the upper endoscopy two months ago, and had an appointment. They said I had a gastrointestinal meta plasia, which has the possibility of being precancerous. However, I want to emphasize, this is solely a possibility, and I am going for an endoscopic ultrasound to check it out some more in January. They are not concerned as of right now, they will have me do another upper endoscopy next year to keep an eye on it.
But it was still a very scary thing to hear, considering I'm only 19. And I was very much debating saying all this before I got a definitive answer. However, I also did not want to randomly come on one day and just drop a shock like that. Even though it would've been managed, I still feel it is something my friends deserve to know. And the second I get the results of the endoscopic ultrasound, I will let everyone know.
But during that scary feeling, I realized how upset I'd feel if I just disappeared from here, considering it's the closest thing to a home I really have. So I wanted to be more active, just in case more things happen with me, so it's not so sudden and shocking.
I also just want to see everyone again, I miss you doofs. /j -
hey pag, I'm really sorry to hear that
I hope it turns out to be nothing
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