Welcome to Antilia.
- Locked by breadgirl69 on Mar 24, '23 5:18amReason: Request
Thread Topic: Welcome to Antilia.
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It doesn't matter. No one would ever think rationally about it if I told them the truth. Literally anything could happen and I'm always the first to blame.
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Even if there was no way I'm hell that I did it, they quickly put the blame on me and I get harassed and shamed for s--- I wasn't responsible for...
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It's a really horrible environment, and I don't like any of them. I'm only there because I have to be. -
I don't give anyone the time of day. I'm over humans, collectively. They are creatures I must live with, but I tire of them as they are—the majority of them, anyway—a pain in the ass. Humans are just...ugh...
I'd rather not with them. -
It takes the right person to get my attention, these days. I've given up on the world. There is no hope for the stupidity that is humankind...
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We're supposedly the smartest, most advanced creatures on the earth...
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I don't know why I feel this way. Perhaps experiences. I feel over the whole "talk to people and make friendly conversation and socialize" crap. I'm fine.
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I just don't really like being around people, anymore. It feels like a waste of breath to even speak to much of anyone. I feel like my words are insignificant unless I say the wrong thing and then it's unforgettable. I'm tired of the strain and pain of trying.
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I'm not a good friend. I'm weary of practically everyone I meet. I hardly like the concept of "friends". My personality is something most people don't like....but I don't care to change it. Maybe I'm just a bad person after all, but I'm done trying to change my personality. It's hard for me to trust, and that's not my personality, that's trauma. But....it really doesn't matter. That shouldn't be important to discuss. It just doesn't matter.
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Erm sorry wrong thread-
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I like dark things.
I make bad jokes when I'm feeling bad.
I'm pretty morbid; it piques my interest.
I'm stubborn and won't back out of something or change my words for s---.
I don't five a f--- about the "popular opinion"; whatever opinion I hold is independent even if it's the same as the "popular" one.
I don't have time for bulls---, and I call it as I see it.
I don't apologize for my feelings or opinions you don't like.
I clap back if you think you're finna say something about me and get away with it.
I'm a fighter... I've spent all my life fighting and defending myself and trying to justify just being myself and just existing and just liking or not liking things and at this age, I feel like I don't give a damn about what anyone wants from me or thinks of me anymore.
If anyone has an issue with me, that's not my problem.
But, I'm not a heartless monster...
I do have feelings. A few people aside from Brandan can confirm this because they've gotten to know me...but... -
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I'm sure a lot of people think I'm being a dick, though. Even at work, I have grown-ass folks getting upset and hurt with me because I told them I wasn't there to make friends; I was there to work. And they hate me because I don't put up with their crap. I get on them and tell management if they violate the protocols, and I've had to report quite a lot since I just started about a month ago, now... -
Well, that's the majority.
There are a few people who think I'm cool(?) And have good work ethic. The people who don't whine, bully, and bother me for not being their friend...those are the ones I gravitate to. I can't explain it. But if there are people who like me, and the managers like me, and they're nice people, I can't be totally bad, right? -
I already always knew I wasn't meant to be here. Anything you could possibly thinking wrong with me is...
I shouldn't be here.
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