Welcome to Antilia.
- Locked by breadgirl69 on Mar 24, '23 5:18amReason: Request
Thread Topic: Welcome to Antilia.
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I did not mean to hurt your feelings, but the context of me making the joke and your post just misled me. I made a mistake. I am sorry about how things are going with your mom, I truly am. I hope you have a good night.
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Thank you, and it's alright...
Again, I apologize for my response, and I hope you have a good night, as well... -
There's a lot more going on with me than I mention here. It's humiliating, it's scary, and it's just destroying me inside to know that this is a part of me. I'm just trying to find comfort wherever I can. And I guess I come here because I get to see life aside from my own, and usually people enjoying themselves. I seldom interact because I'm afraid, and my interaction skills are slowly or quickly growing s---tier by they day. I'm not used to interacting. I've tried even all this time, but I don't think I'm getting it...
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I'm almost beginning to hate myself again, after all this time where I thought I was okay enough with myself, even though I'm not perfect. My kind is in constant anxiety and stress and anger directed to myself when nothing I say or do helps and it all turns out the way I didn't want it to go. I hate speaking, now. I feel like every word I say is just for the worst even if I didn't mean it that way. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want to debate anything. I don't even want to ask anything because every word I say leads to something worse than the last thing...
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So, I'm really just here to exist, but pretty much invisibly. I'm here, but I'm not.
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I don't even speak more than 100 words to the very people I live with, these days, because I'm usually at work and when I'm not they're busy somewhere else. Then again, they're not the greatest people to talk to, but that's something else.
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Brandan is the only one who knows the whole story of what exactly is going on with me, but that's not something I would share here, nor should it be a concern to anyone here.
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Yes, you upset me. Why the f--- would you think not? You know I love drawing anime and all you did was criticize it when I was little. I said I like watching cartoons, and my brother mocks the shows I watch; I like playing SSBU and my cousin talks s--- about it and says it's a baby game. These things I do are to help me cope with my life and I'm tired of you all walking all over me for what I like. You don't like anime. Okay, that's fair, but to say all that whenever I talk about what I like doing, knowing I'm doing it to cope...
I'm just done with you people. I'm tired of people.... -
And I'm stuck with y'all because I don't get a choice...
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I don't want to be here.
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And still no apology or consideration. You just tell me how you think anime is satanic, so I should automatically have the same view as you because you "raised [me] to"...
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Stop f---ing texting me. I'm done!
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This life is an utter s----show...
But you just may be the only constant in this hell-on-earth; the only constant to always help me through. -
Tell me how you hate me
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I don't know. I just don't have the patience or interest to do so anymore. It all seems pointless. Like...it's probably better this way...
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