Welcome to Antilia.
- Locked by breadgirl69 on Mar 24, '23 5:18amReason: Request
Thread Topic: Welcome to Antilia.
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Thank you, Tatyana. I didn't even feel like going into that. I'm glad someone said it, though. It's not open to debate, period.
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Siva
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I don't have anyone to talk to about these sort of things.
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And, it really helps to talk to him, but I don't want to bother him. Like, I really feel close to him. I enjoy spending time with him and I kinda wish he were my brother. But, he's not. And I shouldn't bother him about stuff like this. It's not his job to sort out anything or listen to my issues...
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I guess, maybe I could just ask him. He's not required to do anything he doesn't want to, and if I ask, I'll know if I'm bothering him, right? Unless he doesn't say because he doesn't want me to feel bad???
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I always fear I'm bothering people because when I was little, I was just as random as I am now, and I would make random jokes and sing random songs and do random things and people would always tell me to shut up or they'd just blow up at me because I was annoying them. When I got a bit older, I would ask for help for something I genuinely didn't know how to do and they'd get annoyed for having to help me.
I just always feel like a burden because even now, people say I'm not, but they send mixed signals, telling me it took all this to do something I needed that I couldn't do myself, or they complain about how I come to them about things they believe I should understand, even if I've never heard of or done it. -
But, what is he supposed to do about it if I don't know what to do about it?
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Just leave everyone alone.
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They're all placebos. The things people tell you so you don't kill yourself are all placebos and feel-good phrases. They really are. I don't even believe in that s---.
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I don't think anything anyone tells me has any effect on me anymore.
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There is no promise that it'll get better. People just say that to make you feel good.
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Nothing you say will keep me here. You're wasting your breath. Don't even try.
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And I should stop trying to convince myself that it's not an answer. Who am I to tell anyone that, knowing I don't believe the crap people say to "prevent" it.
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She has a valid point, honestly. We all do.
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I won't be a hero, I'm not a saint. I don't even believe in the things I'm expected to tell others.
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