Zero Dark Thirty
Thread Topic: Zero Dark Thirty
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But then I don't because I feel so apathetic towards my life. And I still don't want to be here.
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I want this to be over.
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Please make it stop.
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I'm sick of being alive.
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I can't take it.
Everything reminds me of trauma. -
Please make it stop. It hurts so bad.
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It's tearing me apart. I just want to d*e.
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I mean, I know it's not the rational thing to do, and maybe I don't want to, but I
I don't feel like I know anything else
It hurts
I just want it to stop
I can't make it stop -
I want to clarify that I have no intentions of harm. I'm just desperately venting.
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And even though I'm here 24/7 with Grandma now, it's still like being with my parents because she ridicules and shames mental illnesses.
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So I have no one to talk to when I need it moat. I only get one hour out of the week to talk to a therapist, and I go through so much in a week that just a single hour isn't even nearly enough. But it's not like we could afford more time than that. Treatment is already expensive.
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But, I feel like I'm being selfish to express this as an issue. I should be happy with even just fifteen minutes to see a therapist.
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But where is Dav? Are they busy? Did they fall asleep or forget about me? I'm sorry. I'm just having a really hard time fighting between anxiety and ptsd.
Maybe I should just go back to sleep. But then, the dreams again...
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I don't really have a choice...
I'm going to sleep.
I can't take this anymore. -
I can't even sleep. My mind won't stop.
I hate this.
Just stop. Please. I'm begging. Just make it stop.
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