Lavender & Thyme
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Thread Topic: Lavender & Thyme
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I almost got hit by some street racers going 95+ mph but I also got awesome shoes and had a great birthday!
Time for another trip around the sun š -
Hey happy birthday!!!
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Ty!!
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Of course! ^_^
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I usually try to not over talk because I know it's not rational and doesn't help, but I've been crying for awhile now so I wanna get this off my chest.
I have manic depression. When I am going through manic phases I tend to speak a lot rapidly without thought of consequences. I say things that aren't thought out and make poor judgement on situations. I've been pretty good with my mental health as of late but as someone who's experienced a lot of abuse my self esteem is really rocky and any slight jab at me can easily become a full mental breakdown for me. It's not rational but I really feel like a house of cards. I have a really bad need to be accepted. If I perceive someone as not liking me it is absolutely deviating for me. Casual critical comments can easily come off as fight or flight threats to me and it's something I am still working on.
I see myself as having a hard time being here much because of my emotional triggers. Again I'm pretty emotional right now so this isn't super rational I just didn't feel like I was going to be able to take a step back without getting that off my chest. I'm sorry I upset people again. I don't want to keep saying things that make people mad. -
I hope it's alright for me to bump your personal thread. I was wondering if I could chat with you about the recent situation? I'm not one of the members of the account, and I am not in any way claiming that I fully understand the situation. However, it seems to me that it escalated further with both sides still upset, and I'm hoping to try and help resolve that tension if possible. If you'd rather not discuss it, that's absolutely fine - let me know either way, please.
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Of course. If you'd like my discord is m.voyager#9302
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Sent a request just now, thank you!
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