Lavender & Thyme
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Thread Topic: Lavender & Thyme
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Dude I just wanna save my Minecraft server as a normal world why is this so difficult :'(
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It is absolutely ridiculous that it doesn't save it as a local game first and foremost anyways. Also it's stupid that you have to go through so many hoops just to back it up. I am not very good with a computer and I am struggling
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I really struggled today. Cried a lot. Revisited a lot of trauma.
Finally took some sleeping pills and alcohol. Sleep just sounds so much better than crying after awhile.
I almost broke my year streak but managed to just run something along my skin to simulate it and honestly it's really soothing and effective if I can remember it next time. -
I just want to say what I'm feeling and be heard but it's just not possible. Sometimes I just want to leave. That's just the emotions talking. I just feel like everyone would be happier if I wasn't around sometimes.
It's just the sadness talking. I know that but that's still how I feel in this moment. -
It just sucks when you're crying in bed for hours and your partner is just in the next room totally clueless. There would be no point in bringing it up to them anyways. They can't help.
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Tbt the time I was at home Depot and there was this hippie couple with cool clothes so I was complimenting them to Kyle and then we get to checkout and they're right behind us and they start laughing and mocking me for my outfit and calling me names??? I was talking the cashier so I didn't hear anything but giggles but when I got outside Kyle said it took everything in him not to turn around and cause a scene.
It's just so crazy to think that. We were so nice to them and they didn't know it. They just immediately displayed rude hostility towards me for no reason?? -
Oh my god what a disaster.
I quoted this girl her price and she thought I was quoting the quantity so she thought she was getting all these stems. I hope I didn't kill the deal when I explained that no, you can't get 60 Ruscus stems for $30.
It's so hard trying to make a profit when the base price for s--- is already way overpriced -
Sothis has been crying all day for no reason. Mother hormones most be hard. I'm co-parenting with her and honestly I don't know what she'd do without me. She's always hungry or tired or stressed and she likes to take the kittens out of their box to nurse them but not put them back which is super stressful since they're not litterbox trained. The kittens are also getting to be quite a handful. They keep finding new ways to escape their box and making my life difficult. I am basically the mom. Sothis is overwhelmed and having a hard time taking care of herself. I wish I spoke cat so I could tell her to just relax. Her crying is only making things worse.
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I just can't find a good solution. She absolutely loses her mind of I take them out of the bedroom but I just can't have them wandering around the bedroom. Not on the carpet it's too risky.
I think I should take her in for a vet check soon. She seems awfully stressed and she lost a lot of weight -
I've been totally keto for a few weeks now and I'm really enjoying it. I've struggled with EDs for close to a decade but keto is really helping me be mindful about my food and I feel less hungry while enjoying what I do eat more. This morning I made bunless burgers and they were honestly more delicious to me than regular burgers.
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I think the best thing for my ED is just knowing that I can eat and not feel guilty or shameful or worried about my body because I know I'll be healthy regardless of how much or little I eat. Binge disorder is not talked enough about in the ED sphere. Spiralling between starving and binging constantly is super destructive and harmful to your self image and relationship with food.
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I realize that this thread is sort of just my journal at this point. Ive been having a hard time writing things down as of late but just typing is easier and then it allows me to only use my physical journal for my most beautiful and artistic thoughts and ideas.
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I guess my biggest concern is sticking with it which is why I'm glad Kyle is doing it with me. I am so bad with yo-yo dieting. It really is important to me to have someone to be accountable to for my eating habits to keep me on track so I don't cycle.
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Just stopping by to say you are my favorite user on this website.
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Aw 😠thank u. Thanks so sweet. You're super great too I'm happy I met you!
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