Cabeswater Landing
- Locked by RainInTheShadows on Apr 10, '22 6:38pmReason: Owner request
Thread Topic: Cabeswater Landing
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A little anxious about there being SO. MANY. DOGS. buuuuut it'll be okay
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Every room has a dog in it!! Madness
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The house dogs are sharing a room 🥺 they're siblings
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We have too many dogs there that I just want to pick up and cuddle the entire time..
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i just feel like I'm so far behind in literally everything in my life
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Ugh im not gonna vent here because I know tends to lead to me complaining a lot and spiraling
And things aren't like.. awful
But my mental health is. Being unmedicated sucks but like at least now that that s--- is out of my system i occasionally have have the energy to accomplish things. I think the selfcare stuff is slowly getting better but ... we will see. I'm making an attempt
I am bone exhausted around 7 every single day even if i get decades of sleep the night before...... bc of going to bed at 7
Though i do have to get up pretty early when i work -
I am honestly unsure of how im awake i feel not great
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In other news i think i want to do something in this field for the rest of my life
Idk what exactly but -
It's aries season which meaaaans im thinking of a certain f---ing aries
If i start having dreams about him again i will riot. I don't know what you want from me!! We aren't reconnecting, i attempted.. for a THIRD/possibly 4th time, whatever was there is gone now
It doesn't help that the restaurant we always went to ended up opening another location in my town and i love their food so much but every time i eat there i think of him bc i only ever ate there with him -
Like most things though, we are moving on... as long as the dreams stop
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Im supposed to go to a park with my siblings and then possibly meet my other sister for lunch if she's available but it's almost 2 and that's gonna be asking a lot from me. I'll have to get up at SEVEN THIRTY to take a shower
But i bought new shampoo!! I like trying new things on my hair. It's like and experiment
I really really really want to dye it -
Everyone is telling me not to :(
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Thinking about trying to bleach it again but it went so poorly last time
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Plus i don't want to kill my waves when im just getting them to work right
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If i could bleach it once itd be fine but i know it would have to be more than that
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