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So yeah moral of the story don’t drink booze like it’s water and go on benders and going from party to party that will catch up to you and will knock you to the ground and beat you
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To be completely honest with you I think the reason I am so f---ed health wise is because I didn’t give my teenage self a break. It was party, drink drink drink drink drink drink drink sleep one hour go to class drink sleep one hour take cold shower to wake up fully go to work go home drink drink party party
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EVERY SINGLE DAY because the old university campus had a party going on every day for different reasons and I was friends with more than 500 people
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Imagine that much alcohol it’s really no surprise I don’t remember much it’s like I was on auto pilot during those years
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I don’t really remember much looking back then there is the tattoo thing I don’t know honestly so many stupid choices to look back on
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Why can I only remember stupid choices I don’t really remember happy events just me crying a lot
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When the booze wore off because I felt empty and sad again I think I needed therapy
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I’m kind of glad covid happened because I’m telling you right now if it had not I would not be on here right now I would be drunk
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The point being sorry I lost track of what I was saying
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I have come a long way but I am still not sure I am able to raise 2 kids when I am 22
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Emotionally I will make sure they never ever ever feel neglected and I will always be there but the part that worries me the most is the money
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Honestly I don’t know what I’m doing with my life guys or how I ended up co parenting a sibling that’s 20 years younger than me
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And now a future child to come which we will tell everyone is mine and hers because we will be married and even though I don’t look like big buff man I still do pass
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The idea of being married scares me I’m not going to lie
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Yeah it’s fear.
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