The Rose Garden
Thread Topic: The Rose Garden
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I HAVE MORE IF YOU WANT D:
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Maybe my tears make my eyelashes longer or smth. Or my eyes just pop out more when I cry.
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Tears? D:
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Bro maybe I should do one of those trends where you take a picture everyday until your an adult, but instead of taking it everyday, just do it whenever I cry. lol
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Picture one taken
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Why are you crying, June ):
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I’m very annoyed with my mom and stressed out about my presentation.
Plus hormones are going crazy right before that time of month as well. I wouldn’t be surprised if I started crying again. -
I have to memorize that whole, long, detailed speech in a few hours, and I’m sure a lot of y’all at this point know how terrible my memory is.
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Last night I got frustrated with my mom because she wasn’t helping me or forcing me down to memorize my presentation like she did with my brother when he had to present a few years ago.
I was pretty passive aggressive, even said, “There. That wasn’t so hard to do, no was it?” When she agreed to help me. I feel bad about it, but I was too upset to care. It feels like she always favors my brother.
Like, girl.
I’m YOUNGER than him. DON’T expect me to be BETTER than him, because, quite frankly, I literally am not. He has no problem memorizing things, I f---ing do.
Plus it was 4 in the bloody morning. I’m not rainbows and sparkles when it’s that late.
I felt really bad about being mean to her.
Anyhow, earlier today, she told me to find some cards for god knows what. We aren’t the most organized, so finding the cards was pretty hard. (plus I got distracted and started daydreaming in the middle of it.)
When I had finally found them, she was too busy helping my brother and I didn’t want to interrupt them.
About an hour later, I heard her laughing on the phone w my club leader (who I respect a lot) and turns out, my mom was talking about me. Pretty loudly too.
I know I sound spoiled and mean, but I don’t give two s---s right now. I hate people talking about me to others. It pisses me off a lot. -
Girl, I get distracted every ten seconds. I need someone to strap me down to a table, pry my eyes open, and force me to memorize. lmfao
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Anyways, yeah, the main reason I was crying was because she was talking to my club leader about me, and god no, that sits terribly in my stomach.
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I feel bad for being mean, BUT MAYBE I’D BE A LITTLE BIT NICER IF SOMEONE DIDN’T FAVOR SOMEONE
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Plus, anxiety + stress + amplified hormones = tears, screaming, chaos.
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….yeah, I seriously need to work on my passive aggressiveness.
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Oh yeah, she also said she’s telling the practice judges to be really critical and strict this time around sooo yeah, I might not look too snazzy being the kid who doesn’t remember any f---ing thing in their presentation.
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