dear gtq
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Thread Topic: dear gtq
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dear gtq,
i’m having trouble remembering what happened last night. something is off, and i don’t know what’s going on.
i remember the trolls, and how upset i felt, and i remember speaking to paige about it.
i don’t really remember creating the psa thread as well, but i know i didn’t create it with malicious intent. i remember getting into arguments, but i’m not sure why or what they were about.
i started hallucinating, and i don’t know what happened from there. i think i know why i was hallucinating, but i’d rather not discuss the reasoning.
i thought everything was a dream. i had all of these visions. it was so scary now that i think about it.
i really want to apologize. i have no idea what was happening, but i’m so sorry how i treated everyone, and how i reacted as well.
i apologize to axel, for acting so blunt and irresponsible. i don’t know what was going on with me, but i never meant to be so rude to you. please know that i really care about you, and am very thankful to have you in my life.
i apologize to jill, for calling her out on personal issues. i think we both misunderstood each other, and thank you so much for trying to see everyone’s side.
and i also apologize to the moderators as a whole. my thread was definitely not intended as an attack on you or your duties. i know you’re trying your absolute best when it comes to these trolls, and everything else on the site, including contacting gtq guy.
it’s so hard to remember everything, but to everyone, i am not leaving gtq. i would be giving that disgusting excuse for a human being what they wanted. i feel like this was their goal, to try and tear us apart, but i know we are strong.
i hope that everyone can acknowledge this, and i understand if you’re upset because i am too. i don’t know what’s going on. i’ve been so stressed lately, and finally i felt relieved, then somehow this happened, and completely spiraled out of control.
i hope we can all work this out. i love all of you guys. you are like family. -
Emy, are you able to seek medical help?
Those are incredibily serious symptoms and im very worried about you.
Even jsut calling a doctor might be able to help you figure out whats going on.
This could be a mental health issue, or even caused by a potential gas leak -
I accept your apology. I hope you can forgive me for letting last night escalate the way that it did. I recognize that my timing was terrible, as well as my word choice. You did not deserve to have to deal with that when you were already overwhelmed by what was happening. I genuinely hope that we will find a solution to this problem soon, so you can feel comfortable being here.
Please make sure to take care of yourself and reach out to those you trust. -
yes, i’m going to speak with my mother, as well as brandon, about everything later. my service ran out and i haven’t been able to talk with her today, and i haven’t been able to speak to brandon much either.
i really appreciate how much you guys care. you have no idea how much it means to me, especially after everything that happened.
and it is absolutely okay, jill. thank you for apologizing. you guys knew just as little as i did.
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