forgotten abyss
- Locked due to inactivity on Feb 5, '22 3:54am
Thread Topic: forgotten abyss
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I literally just woke up and I have to get ready??? f--- you
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I’m staying on this account for now, my other one is just kinda eh rn
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I mean by eh I mean that I just rant on that one so much that I don’t want to be on it unless I’m upset yknow?
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not the sudden mood swings
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maybe I should play genshin for a bit, but I gotta dye my hair first.
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i touched up my hair but no genshin,, tomorrow i’m farming for a lot of s---
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ugh i can’t wait for this shein package to get here (;-;)
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oh and the romwe, h&m, and aliexpress ones too :/
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gotta do this f---ing chem work but i don’t want to, i’ll do it tomorrow
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my thought processes are so strange, how can i automatically assume he’s doing stuff behind my back over like one thing he posted because of how he said it differently than how he’s usually would?? is that weird?? i think my anxiety is so f---ing bad that it messes with my cognitive functions or my thought processes FROM my adhd, or it’s exactly what my fishing warned me about.
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fishing?? lmao i meant cousin 🤦🏻♀️
anyways my cousin warned me about how my biological fathers side of the family has a history with bpd, bipolar disorder, and schizophrenia. (also cancer but that doesn’t matter rn) the two disorders i’ve been concerned about me having a likely chance of having is COMMON ON THAT SIDE OF THE FAMILY. that’s scary,, plus my grandma on my moms side might have that or bipolar disorder. i’m just scared of me having it tbh, i have a likely reason to have it too. damn, i need to get this checked out when i’m 18 -
i just don’t wanna be worried about that, i have too many things to be worrying about now.
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612 posts, damn i’ve been on gtq more in the past 2 months than ever.
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updated grades for now:
a - honors english
a - painting
b - ap world history
b - lifetime sports
b - spanish
b - citizenship
c - geometry
d - chemistry
gonna do my citizenship work & my chemistry work tomorrow -
I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now all I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've b----ed at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!
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