the child is just meat
- Locked by The Coldest Sun on Jan 1, '21 6:54pmReason: Locked at owner's request.
Thread Topic: the child is just meat
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no, this isnt my fault.
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i trusted you when you assured me you only saw me as a friend. i ignored how uncomfortable the jokes about how you wish i was older made me, wanting to give you the benefit of the doubt. i ignored my prior experiences which warned me you were no different than any other person like you ive ever let into my life. i tried to be understanding, but you know too much about me to not realize how hurtful it is to be reduced to this now.
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now i cant help but wonder if everything has been building up to this. if the whole time youve been getting me high and asking me to drink with you you were just trying to make me vulnerable.
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honestly, f--- you for doing this to me.
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it wasnt that bad. im overreacting.
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i want to tell them, but i feel bound by your "anything you talk about is just between you and me". i know that was your intention and it makes me furious.
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f--- you f--- you f--- you
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this feels just like it did years ago. this feels just like with my brothers friend. but that one got away with it. you wont.
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so ugly.
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you make me wanna die.
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christmas hasnt meant anything to me in years, but you still didnt have to choose today of all days to break my heart.
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f---.
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wanna throw a good old fashioned temper tantrum like a little cartoon kid, slamming my fists on the floor and kicking and screaming.
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http
s://gstoutimore.files.wordpress.com/2018/01/girl-temper-tantrum.gif?w=600
^me right now -
and its true, i feel like a little kid again. just like when i sat on the couch and explained to my mother what he did. i feel helpless and betrayed.
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