the child is just meat

• Locked by The Coldest Sun on Jan 1, '21 6:54pm
  
  Reason: Locked at owner's request.

Thread Topic: the child is just meat

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  heavensickness Newbie

  3 years ago
  i dont want anyone to talk to me when i use this account. im not new, and i dont deserve your attention. this is just the account i use to hide because sometimes i hate my thoughts and i dont want to take ownership of them.
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  heavensickness Newbie

  3 years ago
  i am not you, im barely me.
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  heavensickness Newbie

  3 years ago
  i cant cant cant cant cant be responsible for anyone else right now. please just be okay. i cant handle how everyone is hurting tonight. i just want to help but im useless.
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  heavensickness Newbie

  3 years ago
  hold me like you never lost your patience. tell me that you love me more than hate me all the time.
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  heavensickness Newbie

  3 years ago
  worthless haha
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  heavensickness Newbie

  3 years ago
  tomorrow is a disaster waiting to happen. i dont want to guess what will go wrong, but im willing to bet it will be my fault.
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  heavensickness Newbie

  3 years ago
  id rather die than stand around smiling and laughing, pretending i dont know how much you hate me. will i even be able to cross the threshold into your house? i feel like you only invited me to appease the family.
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  heavensickness Newbie

  3 years ago
  all the same, i spent a lot of money on your gift and i hope you love it. no matter what you think of me i will always adore you.
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  heavensickness Newbie

  3 years ago
  "no matter what you think of me i will always adore you" why are most of my relationships like that?
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  heavensickness Newbie

  3 years ago
  could have been a lot worse but now ive dug myself into a different hole and im scared that ive ruined everything
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  heavensickness Newbie

  3 years ago
  unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy unholy
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  heavensickness Newbie

  3 years ago
  i cant get this feeling out of the pit of my stomach. im so scared.
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  heavensickness Newbie

  3 years ago
  id rather die than feel like this.
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  heavensickness Newbie

  3 years ago
  this hurts.
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  heavensickness Newbie

  3 years ago
  i could be mean. i could be angry.

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