I haven't told you guys this because I was too scared to how
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Thread Topic: I haven't told you guys this because I was too scared to how
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Everyday of this month, I've been having nightmares of Kevin dying, but it would be so horribly graphic that everytime I would wake up, screaming for him to run from the car. And everytime I dream that, it only gets worse. I've been waking up, howling in tears since yesterday. And I don't come on here much because I'm scared. All of your guys' kindness reminds me of that of my brother's. I don't want to relive the memory. That's why I've been thinking frequently about leaving GTQ..
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D: Well..not much I can do...I could try to be meaner?:D Dx *sadness cloud over head*
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I don't think being mean would help.. *brushes cloud away* If I do leave, it's probably going to be only for a year or two, until I can get help from a mental therapist or something like that..
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*Sniff* Ah, Alice, I understand... If you feel like you'd want to leave Gtq. Well, it'd hurt, but I don't want you to hurt. You may leave if you want to... But I'm sorry you're dreaming about him. That sucks and I wish there was more I could say or do D: *huggles*
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Year or two?*flattens ears*D: That's like 100 years for me..But if you have to, I understand..I want what's best for chu.T-'T
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T.T I'm so sorry, Kaitie and Heph, but I've been having so many problems lately that I'm seriously going insane.. And yeah, a year or two, until I can get complete help. But I'll try to stick around as much as I possibly can for you guys. *hugs*
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Well, I can understand you wanting to leave and take care of yourself. That's ok. But if you do leave, I'll miss you. And I know plenty more people will too... I hope you get better hon.
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OMG, that's so horrible! But if you have to leave, I'll miss you Vege, I'm sorry about your dreams, that must be terrible! I hope you get well and this is all over, Vegers...
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...Alice *hugs* I wish there was something I could do to help, but I feel so useless being so far away from you, I don't want you to leave, but I don't want you to suffer so if you have to leave I understand, I just want you happy. *hugs again*
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I'm so sorry Vege truly. I hope you fell better soon and just know that I really care and I send you a million hugs! I keep you in my heart and prayers.
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