Drekk's thread.
Thread Topic: Drekk's thread.
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still kinda do
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i want to go to sleep and not wake up
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one of these days im going to go too far and hurt myself badly enough that i need to go to the hospital or worse. im sure that's where im heading at this rate. there's been more than one time when iv almost full out stabbed myself and iv only gotten closer to actually doing that
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its taking all of my willpower to not cut myself right not and im not even sure if i'll succeed.
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im not even trying for myself. im only trying because someone else wants me to stop
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there's 9 knives i can reach without moving from where i am
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i think that kind of subject definitely counts as a trigger for me. i was doing more or less ok until i read that stuff.
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the sad truth is, until you want to stop for you, you won't be able to. please take care of yourself and be patient with yourself. everyone cares about you and is rooting for you.
goodnight, drek, please take care of yourself -
thank you, goodnight b
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im not sure if i'll ever want to stop for me
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how do i always end up having an open knife next at this point. im just f---ing stupid sometimes
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idk if im right but i think one of the reasons i keep wanting to hurt myself is because when there's hurt im probably thinking it's better to replace it with hurt that i control myself.
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i feel like when i do this i kill the forums. they're always kinda dead at night but there's usually people here when i start and they leave pretty quick after i start
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i cleaned and stropped the knife so that's not good
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why does it feel like it's been a week since i'v self harmed when it's only been a day
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