Ripper's Edge
Thread Topic: Ripper's Edge
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Hmm...
Yes, please. -
My eyes are s---.
Nevertheless, I refuse to leave unless someone makes me. -
A better guardian would be nice, though. One who'd listen to me. Or, I just need to be away from everyone else. I need space. It's just too much to be around so many people all the time.
I should be used to this, though, since we're family and all, but I'm uncomfortable almost every minute of my life. -
I feel a lot like Young Samus...
She only wanted a suitable family, but she was orphaned.
I'm not an orphan, but I somehow feel like an outcast in my own home.
It's weird. -
What if I took care of you? Would you accept it or would you fight me again?
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I can't say. I don't like the authority...but...Adam...
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Samus, you have to learn to let others help me. At least let me help you. I just want you to be safe.
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Idk
I just feel so messed up, sometimes. Like, people say I have issues, and it hurts, but maybe it's true. -
Not exactly secret, though. I mean...
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It was a few years ago...when I was 15...
I was around people more than usual, that year. I was being taken care of by several different people while away from home. But there was one person in particular that I kinda...liked...
I didn't know why I felt this way, but I knew that it shouldn't have happened.
I just really had a crush on him, but... it was weird because, um...he was older...like...28...and I wasn't...
I couldn't stop thinking about him, and all I wanted was to spend more time around him.
At the same time, though, I didn't understand why I felt that way.
I still don't know why I have traces of this. I try to laugh it off, but sometimes, it resurfaces.
Could be from being mistreated and losing general trust for boys my age. But...it's also kind of gross, I'm sure.
Sometimes, it feels so normal to me, though. -
He never thought that's what my deal was, and I never said anything.
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I don't know what that's called.
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Is it a bad thing?
I don't even know what's okay and what's not anymore. I can't gauge it. -
I just don't know, but it explains so much about me.
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Okay, so...
I'm just seriously...
Well, "a mess" doesn't even begin to describe this.
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