Ripper's Edge
Thread Topic: Ripper's Edge
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I feel as though I'm sinking and something buries me as I do. It hurts on the outside and tingles within. I don't know how to name this feeling. I feel mentally unresponsive when I'm in this, and emotionally cloudy. Then, I just feel pain.
How can you name this? There is nothing existing as is to name this thing. You just...feel it. -
Everywhere I go, no matter who I ask for help, they all just tell me the same thing: "Just pray and ask God to help you." Then they continue to repeat the same thing they've been saying for months, and I try it over and over and over but it never works.
Can't you tell me anything helpful?! If not, why the f--- are you wasting my time and making me suffer through this longer? You just want the satisfaction of "solving the problem", don't you?
How stupid and inconsiderate! You'd rather so arrogantly do this instead of just giving in.
I've asked for help, but if you can't give it, let me see someone who can, and don't decide what they can and can't do. It's their job! -
Yes, yes, pray for help.
Um, but we're also supposed to try things physically to help. Don't just sit there and suffer your pains because you feel that praying's the only way.
That's just dumb. -
This is why I feel like I'm so over everything. I've had it! Ya'll can't offer anything helpful, and you keep acting like prayer alone is a cure-all.
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You mean to tell me, if I was sitting here drowning, all you'd do is tell me to pray instead of pulling me out the f---ing water?!
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Like, this is all you do.
I can't...
I'm going to go eat. -
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I don't like the way you deal with things.
I don't like the way you tell me one way only.
I don't like the way you ignore me.
I don't like the way you act like I'm stupid.
I don't like the way you think you're going to hold me down forever.
I don't like the way you insert yourself into my life.
I don't like you, and you should know why. -
They say I hate them.
Hate is a strong word, though it seems borderline.
I just need space, otherwise I will.
They don't respect that. They understand when I need space from anyone else, but when I call them out specifically and I don't mine seeing anyone else, they get so furious and aggressively insert themselves even more. -
"What do you want, sweetie?" "What do you want?" they ask me.
What do I want? WHADDO I WANT?
I want you to stfu and leave me alone! If you can't do anything else for me, do that...
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Like, what sick gratification do you find off of taking advantage of your "parental authority?"
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Don't you know what you're doing to me?
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Or are you just that blind even though I clearly state it?
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But...whatever.
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I need better parents...
Or a guardian to live with...
A sweet, smart, strong, caring guardian who knows what they're doing...
Preferably male...
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