Ripper's Edge
Thread Topic: Ripper's Edge
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I would love to be a normal, not weird or whatever you call this, person. But...
At this point, I just don't have words. -
I give.
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I don't know what to do anymore. I can't seem to find joy, I can't express my pain. It torments me, tears me up inside. I want to speak but the words won't come. I feel a pain inexpressible by words, and at this point, crying is the only way to express it.
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But, in all this, I refuse. It makes me feel weak. I'm tired of people acting like I'm weak and helpless.
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So, this is what it takes to not let myself cry...
sad...
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ifeelit. -
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Sometimes I just feel stuck doing something over and over. -
Can't say why. -
I just do it. -
amsad.
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I just want attention. So, that makes me a sad life form. I live in hopes that someone will one day need me.
What a vain belief. Nobody needs me. -
I take what I can get. I take fake love and fake acceptance. It's all I feel worthy for.
I make friends who only want me to do things for them.
I get into relationships where I'm used for pleasure.
I give my everything in all that I do...for the sake of the illusion of receiving gratitude and acceptance.
All my life, I've been regarded as a failure. Some have told me I am, and others imply it by saying "you're no good that this" "you're no good at that" "you're not doing it right".
But, I hardly care to find what's true...I don't have the fight in me to go on.
Thus, we end up as this...
And I need not say anything else to explain. -
Everyone wants attention
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