d i g i t a l -- l i m i n a l
Thread Topic: d i g i t a l -- l i m i n a l
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the f---ing monster, I bet he loves global warming
I can't see it either bruh
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Pine Newbieno kidding, i’m lost
literally and metaphorically apparently -
uhhhh
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Pine Newbiemy account. lost to the depths.
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oh, okay
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Pine Newbieyeah no sorry
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Pine Newbieeating a fiber lump bc i thought my mom liked them turns out she does not so now i’m the only one eating the aussie bites
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are they good?
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Pine Newbieooookay. obsessions time i guess. recording by pine, head archivist of digital liminal.
statement begins.
my roommate for next year, let’s call her H, has strange expectations for where she wants us to live. she wants a full kitchen, being from a granite countertop and island sort of household, and refuses to accept that we might have to do any sort of pest control. however, she also wants a space with the charm of an older house, being from a suburb built in the ‘80s at latest. having grown up in a house that’s now nearly a century old i don’t know how to express to her that if she wants the cute fireplace and arts and crafts style ceilings and entryways, we’ll have to deal with moths, or ants, or some sort of creature finding their way into our house no matter what we try and do. it’s the reality of older houses in this climate.
she also wants to pay what would be a higher rent price in most landlocked states, but is average to lower-priced here. admittedly i’m not super surprised, we have different views and experiences when it comes to money. i recognize that we won’t get the best place at this price point. she wants the full nine yards, at least.
so far this means she’s been looking at 3 bedroom places instead of 2 bedroom (usually nicer), thinking we could recruit someone off of facebook. i’m sure i would get along well with our roommate in time, or if not it would unite us against them and keep H and i from fighting, but she doesn’t seem to recognize my fear around a stranger.
it feels silly typing it out, which is why i’m doing it, but i can’t help but think in worst-case scenarios. what if our roommate is a serial killer? what if they poison our food? i want a place with locks because how can i trust them to not enter my room? i’m already looking at additional locks online because i don’t trust the outside world, and giving a stranger a room inside of our house seems like a very uncomfortable idea.
not to mention of course that since we’re renting, the landlord will have a key too. how do i know that they won’t be doing things i can’t trust? as i’m writing this im asking myself if i want to buy any security cameras or the like for next year, just in case. i’ve been meaning to get a dashcam for my car. footage only does so much but it’s better than nothing.
i don’t know. and i’m not sure how i could explain this to her, either.
statement ends.
uhhhhhhh we will see if i want to write up another of these, there are definitely ideas i could expand upon as well as additional fears i could add. right now my focus is on handling this intense paranoia and my contamination OCD.
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Pine Newbiethey’re fibery. i don’t mind them, but they aren’t for everyone. kind of granola bar ish.
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Pine Newbiehmmmm i want a tattoo.
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Pine Newbiebertha is wearing the nonbinary shirt :0
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Pine Newbiei think i'm going to make some friendship bracelets because i'm an actual child
watch something during it too uwu -
another strange icon
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advanced now!! woo
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