my thread ^-^
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Thread Topic: my thread ^-^
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overthinking my relationship again
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when you’re scared of having bpd or a bad case of depression but you can’t even get diagnosed because it’s too expensive and you don’t want to go on meds
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all I feel right now is pain
✨please end my existance✨ -
*Request has been declined due to people caring a lot about you and because you're a great person who deserves love and attention <3*
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thanks. just kinda not wanting to exist at all right now
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But there are so many things to exist for D:
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not when you’re constantly being in a bubble of fear because you don’t wanna lose anyone because of yourself
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@Spice-- anxiety + depression + potential bpd the brain think very irrationally, hard to fight against it
I hope you're able to find an alternative for coping mechanisms, since therapy and/or a psychiatrist isn't an option for you :( -
I’m trying but nothing helps
I’m just a sobbing mess 24/7 now -
Do your parents/guardians know?
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no, they only know that I have anxiety, adhd, and my mom knows I have ptsd. I’m just scared of having bpd or bipolar disorder and it’s so scary knowing that you could have that and never knowing
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Considering I know people who have both BPD and/or bipolar, I have some knowledge on how destructive those are, and I'm terribly sorry that you have to struggle with those without a diagnosis or proper assistance.
If you guys have insurance of any kind, I would strongly urge talking to them to see if there's anything you can do. In-network therapists can be somewhat affordable, even if you can only go to one meeting a month. -
it’s alright, I just want to get a diagnosis because I have a lot of the same symptoms as someone with bpd or bipolar and scared me a lot knowing that there’s a slight chance of me having it.
I’ve talked with my mom about wanting to go to therapy but she’s thinking I don’t have either one. It’s still scary for me to think about having it but I’d rather go to it and get to know if I have it instead of thinking that there’s a chance of me having it and never knowing. -
being distant? go be distant, kinda stopped caring at this point. as long as you aren’t trying to be with other people I’ve accepted that being distant is normal now
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hehe midari pfp 🥰
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