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Bye guys talk to you guys tomorrow
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I really thought I was going to get up and pick Maria up and then go to bed for the whole night and that’s what I did until 10:30 pm rolled around and you really made my mate barge into the bathroom while I was in the middle of brushing and getting ready to put in my retainer to tell me on the phone you had been cheated on
At this point I’m so fed up with my surroundings i can’t have a single day of peace for myself to recollect without some stupid ass out of pocket random unbelievable event happening
Like literally if I knew someone and they said everything that happens to me happened to them I would call bulls--- and think they’re a pathological liar so tell me who the f--- keeps pressing randomize on my life and why do you guys always run to me DESPITE ME SAYING I am usually always there for people but not today because I feel really bad health wise but I still was contacted as the first person on your call log -
Like you completely invalidating my feelings and I know you have other friends so why me I literally am so mentally drained from stress of everything I do not have the mind to deal with this
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So anyway that’s not the ducking point and that was my fault for not putting limits from the start
I just went in my pjs which I thought was fine because it’s literally just drawstring gym shorts and a band tee and drove to get there I get there and you’re standing outside with your dog and are expecting me to take you home with me without warning the other people who also pay rent in that house -
Which is okay I guess I could have said you were a girl I met for the night from tinder and my mate would have left the room but no not with your ex I literally f---ing already almost got arrested last time for physical violence with him but he didn’t press any charges so why the f--- did you go back to him how the hell did you expect this to end
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I’m absolutely f---ing livid I’m not blaming you because like what he did is disgusting but honey you already knew he was bad why did you go back
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What did you want me to do??? I can’t get in a fight with him I don’t know how to fight him he has been punching walls since he was like 10 out of anger and I’m sorry he broke your phone and trashed everything In your room
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So now it’s almost sunrise and I’m at a hotel sitting on the couch waiting for her to wake up so I can leave because she didn’t feel safe alone. I have work in like 5 hours I hope to be home by then, if not I’ll have to use my emergency trunk bag and change here.
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I really have been up since 10:30 wow.
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Anyway for those wondering those of you that can drive or even if you just live at home an emergency trunk bag is just a gym bag with a work shirt, a pair of jeans, socks, toothbrush, toothpaste, a hoodie, a flannel, a black tee, dog tag with your allergies on it, and $100 bill hidden inside a little rosary prayer drawstring ever since being homeless I always keep that bag inside my trunk just in case something happens I guess my planning finally came useful today. Yikes, the shirt is prob all wrinkled from being folded all this time from last dollar tree
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I’m so sleepy should I just sleep but what if she wakes up and sees me asleep she’ll think I slept through the night but I’m so dead inside there’s only a few hours left
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Okay no I need to stop I really need to start taking care of myself before I take care of others because my mental state is worse than it was this morning
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I really need to sleep if I don’t I might end up dkunf so while driving
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Doing
Yeah I’m really dead inside I hope to wake up again on time and hopefully everything is okay in a few hours -
Bye gtq I don’t know when I’ll be Back I’ll talk soon
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