Welcome to my planet~
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Thread Topic: Welcome to my planet~
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V hungry, kind of wanting to sleep but not really tired?
On holiday so sharing a room. -
How are you Sade?
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Rant incoming.
I’ve been wanting to vent about his for a while. -
Alright so in my first year at high school I didn’t have any friends. I was an aggressive loner, and I was just super bitter. I had befriend a group of girls, who were toxic in their own ways, but none were as bad as the guy I’m talking about,
We’re going to call him...X.
Ok so I met X at the first anime club meeting. He gave me a very uncreative nickname, which was a play off my name which had been a few letters off.
I didn’t mind, because I like the nickname, nd was already using it prior to this point.
So that’s fine, I’m friendly with his brother, and I don’t really talk to him until a few months later.
He’s super rude about the club leaders choice of anime, ( black butler.) and gets it switched off, for really dumb reasons. I didn’t really care at the time, but he kind of forced her to put on SAO, and sat making fun of anyone who didn’t like it.
I never voiced my opinion, but it wasn’t really my thing, and to this day it still isn’t.
A few weeks go by, and we end up becoming friends. He’s older than me. I’m a first year, around eleven, and he is about , I’d say fifteen?
Now he’s pretty weird, he makes a few comments about my appearance here and there, but defends me when his brother claims I’m dating him.
That’s all I remember from that year. -
Year two starts, and I’m still eleven-ish, probably, and he is likely sixteen, the age of consent in our country.
This is when he gets the creepiest he’s ever been.
He starts making more aggressive comments on my apparent, and making sex jokes with me as the punchline. I ask him to stop, he says ok, but goes back to it the next day.
I just rolled with it, I wanted friends.
I didn’t realise it but he’s slowly pushing me from other people I was friendly with.
Now I get into Durarara, and I recommend it to a guy who asked for recs on Netflix. X shuts me down, calling me an idiot, because it’s too complicated...for someone his age, who watches live action shows on the same ‘complexity scale’.
It hurt my feelings.
I’ve turned twelve now, and he sees this as an indication to start making sexual assault jokes about me, and being very clingy.
I’m glossing over some of the more personal things, but in my third year he got called up for touching me and made me feel that it was my fault.
I’ll finsih later I need to go, -
Along with his rape jokes he kept asking questions like “ how would you react if people thought we were dating.”
Mind you, at the time I was struggling with my identity and my sexuality, I was sure I exclusively liked women. I confided this in him. He continued to make jokes about me and me being raped basically.
He would pull me into his lap, and I was desperate to keep my friend, so I ignored it.
And then She came along. She is one of my best friends, and X tried to prevent me from befriending her, she’s my age and she’s sweet.
I hugged her a lot too , because I hug any friend that lets me hug them, it’s just how I am, but she gave me a normal relationship, and X didn’t like that.
X became more clingy than before constantly texting me, trying to talk to me.
SO I stayed in the library office, because I was lazy and X was annoying me.
Then on discord he started sending weird messages, asking me to send him pictures and not to my friend shiro, disclaimer I sent the group chat normal pictures, usually to show the guys so,thing new, and I sent them exclusively in the group chat. X wanted me to send him private pictures.
He started demanding that I spend less time talking to shiro, and more time talking to him.
He’d insinuate that I’d I didn’t he’d kill himself.
He often threatens to deleted his account, and then I left discord for a few months, after he graduated. We had no contact and later after not hearing from him, I read our text messages, and boy were they creepy, same with our discord ,essgaws.
He’s unfriendly on discord and blocked on my phone.
Honestly this experience made em realise that I shouldn’t trust people straight away, -
Another thing was he gave me a yugioh deck , which according to my searches can cost £15 +.
Now I didn’t know how to play yugioh, and he had already claimed he’d teach em to play vanguard, but HE never did just complained about my stupidity, and how I’m a girl and the likes.
He never taught me yugioh, a peer briefly went over it and I won a game, but I do still believe I actually cheated. I used emergency call to summon a card which when sent to the graveyard allowed me to bypass the usual summoning sandy I summoned contrast hero chaos, and kept reviving that one card.
He also never really taught me to play d&d properly, every time I asked for some help in background he’d convince me to put our characters in a relationship.
This is really just a case of me being seriously naive. -
Rant over,
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Apparently I don’t deserve to exist, and I’m hurting other girls by living.
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It has nothing to do with me if you’re over weight, why is this my fault?
I don’t deserve to be blamed because of this.
I. Am.not.healthy.
I.am.not.happy.with.my.body.
You don’t get to call me a twig b----, it’s not fair, or alright.
I suffered from an E.D because of this behaviour.
I did sports prior to this, which was why I was eating a lot and not gaining weight, because I was a swimmer and a dancer.
If you’re unhappy with your weight, then do something about it. Don’t pick on me.
It has nothing to do with me.
Maybe eat a little healthier? Do some exercise?
Hell even go to a doctor, my dietician helped me gain weight when I was a child, maybe ken could help you. -
If I turned round and called her a fat pig and told her the very sight of her sickened me, and made me want to die,I would be in trouble. People would get pissed at me.
The difference is, I would never say that to her even if I believed any of it.
If it doesn’t stop, I will be reporting her, after the exams though. It could be I’m just realising it but it could just be her stress.
I’m also taller than her. So yeah, I’m going to look skinner typically. Did you miss the part where I almost collapsed last Thursday and had to drink a lucazade and eat a chocolates in class. -
Starbucks does free coffee for dogs
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I’m looking into getting an emotional support animal
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Yoooo your girl made rice crispy treats today.
She also ate 3 of the ones with just caramel that the teacher made to test the recipe. Damn they were good and I’m excited -
I turn 16 on Thursday...yay
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