New Beginnings on an Open Page
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Thread Topic: New Beginnings on an Open Page
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When Supernanny literally makes you cry because you wish she would talk to your parents the same way 😭
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This is still true tho
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Goddamn I legit don't know how to handle my life right now 😣
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I thought that once BB was over I would be able to sit back and relax and recover from six months of go go go all the time and constant brain stress and all that
BUT NO
instead I'm torturing myself with a statistics class
FOR THE SECOND TIME
I legit can't do it. Mom has no sympathy. She's just like "oh just ask god to help you"
WELL EXCUSE f---ING ME I DON'T BELIEVE IT WORKS THAT WAY
I'm not trying to find an easy way out, I'm just complaining and venting, that's all.
At 4 in the morning. Brilliant job, Via. Really excellently done. 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 -
Essentially, my brain is exhausted. I'm exhausted. I seriously had no idea just how close it is to Christmas. I need a break. I understand I can't get one right now--and I can deal with that, mind you--but I still need a break. A long, very major brain break. If I'm at all expected to subject myself to another year of brain torture in BB, something has to change. My brain is wearing out. I'm only 16 years old, and I feel like I'm already getting dementia. All because of stupid BB.
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I know that I have responsibilities and things I need to do, but I still just hate the crap out of statistics. I know it's my fault that I thought I could handle two college courses at once right after BB and right during Christmas, but it still sucks. I haven't complained at all at home so I'm just making up for it here.
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I need to get AT LEAST three units done a week to finish on time. It took me four days to finish one last week!
Part of me wants to be stupid and realize that I only need to average 36% now to make the 70% minimum passing grade, but I really do want to do my best.
I'm not bad at math, but I just don't get this stuff. I don't get the point, I don't get why you would even use the VERY APPROPRIATELY NAMED "F distribution" for a single thing. I've tried everything, but Mom doesn't have patience for me and Dad is busy, and LeAnna's just an ass. -
I will try. I will do my best.
But I've been eating and binging on junk food much more, and for me that's the telltale sign that I'm under a lot of stress and pressure. Eating is how I deal with that. That's why I'm constantly overweight. After Christmas I WILL deal with that, but I don't have time or energy right now to pick up that battle. -
Okay. It's going to be super hard, but I will buck up and shut up and do this stupid statistics class.
If I keep stalling, it won't go away. It will only get worse, and my stress level will keep mounting and building until I eventually explode. And no one wants that to happen.
So tomorrow is working day. No daydreaming, no imaginary rp-ing, no distracting myself--I am doing work, and I will get it done. I will do as much as I possibly can to finish this beast of an assignment until it's done, and then, only then, will I relax and do something fun. Only then will I indulge myself. -
I can do this! It won't kill me. I've done so many hard things in the past, and there's absolutely no reason in the entire universe I can't do this. I'm the only one holding myself back.
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You're Olivia! You're 16 years old! You're smart, you're funny, you're capable, and you're a joy to be around. With a sunny attitude such as you possess, nothing is impossible if you put the right face on it!
So get out there and go kick some butt! -
"For never since we four were Kings and Queens in Narnia have we set our hands to any high matter, as battles, quests, feats of arms, acts of justice, and the like, and then given over; but always what we have taken in hand, the same we have achieved."
When you allow your fandoms to inspire you, anything can happen. -
Go make Hiccup proud, Olivia.
You're Via the Victor. Now prove it.
You've got the soul of a dragon. Let it roar. -
All right peoples, I'm off to bed. See y'all later. Have a happy Snoggletog! 🎄 🎁 🔥
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